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1. ignore the hole i've dug again (it's only for the evening) by MonkberryMoonDelights

   Fandoms: Twenty One Pilots  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   18 May 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Josh Dun & Tyler Joseph
   • Jenna Joseph/Tyler Joseph
   • Tyler Joseph
   • Josh Dun
   • Jenna Joseph
   • Clancy World Tour (Twenty One Pilots)
   • Clancy Era (Twenty One Pilots)
   • Self-Harm
   • Depression
   • Relapsing
   • ITS A BACKSLIDEEEE
   • Autistic Tyler Joseph
   • (subtext only tho)
   • Tyler Joseph Needs a Hug
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Author is projecting a lottttt
   • no beta we die like clancy
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Intrusive Thoughts
   • Burn Out
   • If you can't run walk and if you can't walk crawl and if you can't crawl
   • tyler and josh are platonic soulmates
   • Unreliable Narrator

   Summary

   Tyler’s outsmarted them all. This isn’t really a relapse. It’s just stress relief. It’s not like any of the other times; there’s no need to ring any alarm bells. He knows his mind, knows how bad he can get, and this is nowhere near that. He just needs to get through these last few shows, and he’ll feel better again. This is just a little coping mechanism for now. Minor. No one needs to know. He's okay, really.

    

   or

   Overworked, overstimulated, and overtired, Tyler starts to spiral at the end of the Clancy tour. Can the people that love him catch him before he falls too far?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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