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1. forever is a feeling (i know it well) by bradleybakers

   Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston, Red White & Royal Blue (2023)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   08 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor
   • Alex Claremont-Diaz
   • Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor
   • Beatrice Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor
   • June Claremont-Diaz
   • Nora Holleran
   • Percy "Pez" Okonjo
   • Original Child Character(s)
   • Angst
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • Established Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor
   • POV Alternating
   • presumed dead henry fox
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Eventual Happy Ending
   • Arthur Fox Lives
   • Cause I Said So
   • Not Beta Read
   • Alternate Universe
   • Henry is not a Prince
   • Alex Claremont-Diaz is Not First Son of the United States
   • Slow Burn
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Eventual Smut
   • Eventual Fluff
   • Single Parent Alex Claremont-Diaz
   • Non-Explicit Sex
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Parents Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor

   Summary

   The screen rolled on: photos of Henry at a charity gala, at a podium, in that stupid wrinkled shirt he wore whenever Alex wasn’t around to stop him. A candid photo of them—him and Alex—laughing at some benefit dinner. A photo Alex didn’t even know existed.

   They were showing a fucking memorial montage. As if he was—as if he was—

   All he could hear was the echo of Henry’s voice, soft and sure: “I’ll be home before you even miss me.”
   Part of Alex, small and foolish and desperately human, still believed him.

   or: there’s a fire at the Mountchristen estate. it destroys everything, including Alex’s life.

   *On hiatus but Safe to read!!!!

   Language:

   English

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