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1. love me anyway by daes

   Fandoms: 薬屋のひとりごと - 日向夏 | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries - Hyuuga Natsu, 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Manga), 薬屋のひとりごと | Kusuriya no Hitorigoto | The Apothecary Diaries (Anime)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F
   • Complete Work

   03 Jun 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Loulan | Shisui/Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Loulan | Shisui (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Maomao (Kusuriya no Hitorigoto)
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • but be warned of the hurt
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Kissing
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Resolved Sexual Tension
   • First Time
   • Shameless Smut
   • Vaginal Fingering
   • Cunnilingus
   • Oral Sex
   • come for the porn stay for the feeling

   Summary

   And this time, Loulan does laugh. "No one could have my heart. It's not mine to give." Then her face softens when she looks back at Maomao. "But if I could have- if I could've chosen… It would've been you."

   aka

   Love was never going to be enough. Loulan and Maomao pretend it is anyway.

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