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1. So You Remember How It All Went Wrong by swishydetective

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   30 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Endverse Castiel/Endverse Dean Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Endverse Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Dean Winchester
   • Endverse Dean Winchester
   • Bobby Singer (Supernatural)
   • Endverse Chuck Shurley
   • Gabriel (Supernatural)
   • Famine (Supernatural)
   • Pestilence (Supernatural)
   • Naomi (Supernatural)
   • Inias (Supernatural)
   • Risa (Supernatural)
   • Original Supernatural (TV) Character(s)
   • Crowley (Supernatural)
   • Alternate Universe - Croatoan/Endverse (Supernatural)
   • Non-Linear Narrative
   • Pre-Episode: s05e04 The End (Supernatural)
   • Episode: s05e04 The End (Supernatural)
   • POV Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Sam Winchester Haunts the Narrative
   • Sam Winchester Says Yes to Lucifer
   • Angst
   • Getting Together
   • Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester
   • Top Dean Winchester but only for their first time
   • trust me - Freeform
   • student becomes the master sex dynamics
   • Sex in/on the Impala (Supernatural)
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester First Kiss
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Hand Jobs
   • Break Up
   • Dean Winchester is Bad at Feelings
   • Endverse Dean Winchester Being an Asshole
   • Castiel also has his moments
   • Nearly Human Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Blood and Gore
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Depression
   • Drug Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Major Character Injury
   • Chronic Pain
   • Protective Dean Winchester
   • Protective Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Near Death Experiences
   • Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms
   • John Winchester's A+ Parenting
   • Dean Winchester Has Internalized Homophobia
   • Castiel Has Religious Trauma (Supernatural)
   • Loss of Faith
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • Implied deaths canon to s05e04 The End (Supernatural)
   • Bittersweet Ending
   • kind of hopeful ending
   • Minor Character Death

   Summary

   The year is 2014, Castiel and Dean are living in Camp Chitaqua and the world is infected with the Croatoan virus. The Apocalypse is here. Castiel, barely an angel, barely human, is reading his journal entries from when it all started to go wrong five years prior and reminiscing on the key moments of his and Dean's relationship.

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