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CHAPTER 1
Cameron's in a lot of trouble cause he likes he's best friend!!! Okay, before we get in to that. Let's start were it all started. Okay, at the first mouth of summer break.
Cameron and Justin have hanged out a lot during summer break cause there best friends, and that's what friends do. It wasn't just them though. They had a friend group, that they would hang out with. In the group there was 5 people. There was them, Jeremiah, Marcus, and Diego.
They would all hang out with each other and play video games. So it started on a random day, and what happened was thar there friend group some how was able to figure out where and when they would hang out and play basketball at the near by basketball court. The court had kinda rundown cement for the floor and one of the hoops was broken and had a chain fence around it. It was outside so you shouldn't expect much from it.
So when Cameron got there a few of them were all ready there and playing with a basketball some brought. Everyone was wearing a shirt and a pair of shorts mainly in black. Cameron was also wearing a pair of shorts and a shirt. Well he shouldn't say everyone cause Diego and Marcus brought Fernando and he was shirt less, he still had his shorts on. Cameron didn't know Fernando to well so he didn't really care for him.
But the main thing he noticed is that Justin hasn't arrived yet. So Cameron was a bit disappointed but it's fine he can wait a few minutes for him, but right after he thought of that and was about to enter the court he felt someone touch him from behind. He turned around and saw it was Justin. He felt so happy to see him. Justin then said
"Come on, go in all ready."
Justin said it with a smile and just looked so happy and beautiful. Wait a minute why did he think that, he meant he was happy looking and that's it. Carmon then came to his since and realized he was just starting at him and Justin gave him a kind of confusing look and Cameron just gave a kind of quiet laugh and said
"Yeah, lets go in"
Cameron then turned and opened the gate door and went in. Cameron was on airplane mode right now. He just walked straight to where he could put his stuff down. Cause all he could think of right now is how weird and embarrassing that must have looked and sounded to Justin. Cameron was just trying to get that out of his head and forcus on the game. Cameron put his water bottle and phone where everyone else's is and joined the game.
After a while. Fernando at some point started playing music. It was nice since the sun started to set and the music made it so peaceful. Everyone was having a great time and was having a lot of funny by playing or making fun of each other and the music, but after a while of playing Cameron got tired and had to sit down. He walked over to where Marcus and everyone's phones are. Marcus was already sitting down for a little bit now. He was doing something on his phone and was also drinking water. It looked like he was texting someone. Cameron just sat down not really looking at who Marcus was texting. Instead he just grabbed his water bottle and started to chug it.
After chugging most of his water he looked up and saw Justin in the golden sun light and wiping his face with his shirt. Cameron just looked at him with such love and compassion. It was if he saw something so beautiful and new. All he could do was stare at it with just love and compassion. Cameron just thought that Justin was so beautiful and perfect and great , he wised he could just kiss him. Again he thought that Justin was beautiful, but- wait kiss. He doesn't want to do that and Justin isn't beautiful, he's just, just, just I don't know.
Cameron can feel that he's starting to blush the more he thinks about it. Cameron he can't think about it here he'll go home and think about then. So for now he'll just go on his phone to clear his mind. Cameron stayed on his phone for a while and by the time he looked up he realized everyone now on their phones. Also a few people were about to leave. After a bit everyone was saying bye and going home. Then we'll Cameron was saying bye to Justin asked
"where's your car, I didn't see it?"
"Oh, I walked here."
"Really, well it pretty dark why don't I just take you home, in my truck."
"Yeah, your right its a bit dark, but I think I'll be okay"
"Really, I don't mind, I'm okay with driving you there"
"I mean if your really okay, then sure."
"Alright, my truck's this way."
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Cameron said thank you to Justin and went inside while Justin drove off into the darkness of the night. After coming inside he saw one of his siblings was in the living room laying down and watching a show. His other sibling was probably in her bedroom. Cameron has an older brother and sister. After going across the living room he went in to the hallway and then opened the door to his room.
His room was okay in his opinion, but good to friends and said he was spoiled and had a lot of money. His mom and dad both worked so they had a good amount of money. He had a pretty good PC set up and had a play station console. After going in to his room he closed the door behind him and walked to his bed and face planted on to his bed. He then scooted his way to his pillows and shoved his face into one of his pillows. He was blushing cause he was think back to what he thought of when he saw Justin like that.
Cameron tried to find a logical friend ship way of thinking like that. I mean they've been best friends since the 5th grade. Justin was the new kid and was clearly nervous about being there. Justin didn't say or do much since it was his first day here but during recess Cameron was determined to talk and become his friend. So during recess he walked up to him and tried to talk to him. At first he would barely talk but as they asked more he started to talk more, and before Cameron know it he was his best friend and he was his best friend. They started to hang out a lot and Cameron introduced some of his friends to him and just like that Justin joined there group and was still Cameron's best friend.
So since then they've been friends for years. So as Cameron tried to find the reason for the thought he had. The only thing that made somewhat since was him felling for his best friend. But that can't be it can it. So Cameron spent a few more minutes on this until he came to somewhat terms to that he may have fallen for his best friend. Cameron thought he might have gone crazy. There's no way he could have fallen for his best friend. There's just no way. I mean he started to feel like this since the 7th or 8th grade so there has to be some other reason. He just needs to figure it out and then that it the end, but the more he thinks about it the more he thinks he might have actually fell in love with his best friend.
After a while of just think of it he finally realized his feelings for Justin and he feels... SO EMBARRASSED AND WEIRD but like a happy weird, but Cameron knows that he can never tell him about his feelings or else there friend ship that Cameron loved so much and cherished would be over and Justin would hate him and think that he's discussing. Justin would probably tell the other to, so they also find him discussing and would hate him. They would also probably make fun of him to, but not like they would usually do they would try and make his life a living hell. He can't let that happen. So even if it kills him he has to never tell Justin about his feelings. After that he got up and head to his bathroom to take a shower then go to bed
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JUSTIN
After Cameron got out and he started driving home. His heart can't help but beat so loud and at some points skip a beat. He's just grateful that Cameron seemed like he didn't notice. But Justin knew that something was wrong. It was as clear as day, that something was on his mind all day while they were playing basketball and all through the drive. Justin wished he could ask what was wrong. He just couldn't cause someone else came or it just felt somewhat awkward between them. It was killing him to not ask him but he didn't want to seem to clingy to him either so he tried not to ask.
He might asked tomorrow though if Cameron still seems to have something on his mind. Justin has liked Cameron since the 7th grade. He doesn't know exactly when he fell for him but he just did, and by the time he realized his feelings it was already pretty obvious that Cameron didn't feel the same about him. It broke him a little but Justin doesn't mind that cause as long as Cameron's happy then he's happy. Even when Cameron is happy cause of his lover he was still happy even though he wished it was him that made him that happy.
While think about this he started to get a little tried minute by minute. Do about half way though he was just now mainly forced on stay awake and the road. Justin at that point just wanted to home and sleep. His eyes are starting to get heavy. Now Justin's really worried about crashing into something. He almost hit 2 trees trying to stay awake. Then what felt like the longest drive of his life he finally made it home. He got out after parking his truck. He walked to the door and when he went inside his mom was in the kitchen cleaning some dishes while his father and brother was watching the TV. But he didn't really care about them and just head straight to his room as his mom was about to ask how it went. He knew that he would have to apologize to her later but right now he just wanted to go to bed. He did bother changing he instead just took off his shoes and then just lay there for a little before he fell asleep.
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