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1. Stay, Even When I Don’t Ask You To by callmedestroyer

   Fandoms: Thai Actor RPF, GMMTV, firstkhaotung  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Underage Sex
   • F/F, F/M, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   13 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Underage Sex
   • First Kanaphan Puitrakul/Khaotung Thanawat Rattanakitpaisan
   • Off Jumpol Adulkittiporn/Gun Atthaphan Phunsawat
   • First Kanaphan Puitrakul
   • Khaotung Thanawat Rattanakitpaisan
   • Off Jumpol Adulkittiporn
   • Gun Atthaphan Phunsawat
   • Tay Tawan Vihokratana
   • Neo Trai Nimtawat
   • AJ Chayapol Jutamas
   • JJ Chayakorn Jutamas
   • Slow Burn
   • Kidnapping
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • first is kind of a dick
   • khaotung is a cutie pie as always
   • khaotung is a twitch streamer
   • first is an esports player
   • offgun are married
   • Trauma Recovery
   • First is soft for cats
   • khaotung is chaos
   • Found Family
   • When I Say Slow Burn I Mean SLOW
   • healing arc never stops
   • First is very possessive and not afraid to show it

   Summary

   “I came back alive,” First whispered, “but I don’t think I survived.
   I think the boy they took is still there.
   And I don’t know what’s left of me now.”

   First Kanaphan is the cold, unreadable star of Thailand’s top esports team. He doesn’t do chaos, doesn’t do feelings, and definitely doesn’t do wide-eyed streamers with glitter gloss and star clips.

   Khaotung, unfortunately, does all of the above. Loudly.

   What begins as a trial run with Team Eclipse spirals into late-night scrims, viral chaos, and a slow-burn collision between ice and sparkle. But beneath the teasing and the spectacle lies something deeper: First’s guarded walls, Khaotung’s relentless light, and the dangerous possibility that healing might look a lot like falling in love.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Team Eclipse Universe

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   250,366

   Chapters:

   61/80

   Comments:

   640

   Kudos:

   503

   Bookmarks:

   45

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