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DRIP
DRIP
DRIP.
The water streamed down Naruto's back, the occasional droplet drooping on his eyelash and staying until it fell somewhere else on his body. The water was warm not to cold but never steaming hot, just right. Just right- was it though? Was anything right when it came to Naruto's life; his best friend was gone however their bond never pegged as friendship in his opinion, it was more profound then that. It was only a one sided feeling; none who felt 'attraction' would up in leave like it was nothing. Naruto slowly raised his head, water that nested in his hair fell down to the shower floor. Turning the knob and shutting the sensation of water off, Naruto stepped out the shower walking towards the mirror. "Sasuke.." He whispered. He saw him in the mirror looking back at him, staring at him like he was a disgusting creature that was in his presence. Wrapping the towel around his waist, he didn't acknowledge the mirror once more.
Naruto walked out of the bathroom, the cooler breeze of the light air conditioner hitting his unguarded shins. "Took you long enough" Sai spoke, lounging on the bed. Oh, Right why he was here. "Sorry, just thinking." Naruto responded. "About?" Sai pushed.
Sasuke, that wretched Uchiha.
He was lingering in Naruto's mind but Sasuke didn't think about him when he left. Did he? He couldn't have cared. Naruto's heart ever so yearned for that man. Hallucinations of Sasuke would always pop up in his mind sometimes he would materialize in his dreams, touching Naruto in places he wished Sasuke would've; He wasn't a schizophrenic lunatic was he?
CREAK
Sai stood, approaching Naruto with his soft, quiet steps that still moved with agile efficiency. His stoic expression always reminded Naruto of him. That was the whole point of this fuck wasn't it?
Sai closed in on Naruto the two chest to chest though Naruto had a few inches on Sai; he rested both of his smooth hand on Naruto's thorax. Sai opened his mouth then closed it, thinking of something to say.
"Do I." Sai paused for a moment.
"Do I look like him?" He spoke
Naruto looked at Sai, he was puzzled yet hiding a facial expression of detest and disgust. But he wasn't wrong
Sai in fact did resemble Sasuke, same eyes and that pale porcelain skin that heavenly stoic personality that Naruto always fell into the claws of every time without fail.
"Well- yes but.." Naruto sighed, rubbing the bridge of his nose.
"Your smile, isn't the sam-" The cut off by the abrupt kiss wasn't entirely expected.
Sai latched his arms around Naruto's neck, Deeping the kiss and Naruto kissed him back; Sai could never be Sasuke. The wet sounds of saliva filled the air. Sasuke was special to him. A low sweet moan exited Sai's mouth. Sasuke was his love, A love Naruto could never obtain.
Naruto opened his eyes and there he was. Sasuke Uchiha kissing him every so gently like he was his treasure. His soft hands caressing his cheek and Naruto leaned into it like the idiot he was. He let Sasuke slip his tongue into his mouth. He let Sasuke push him onto the creaky bed, not giving him a second to breathe. He let Sasuke fiddle with the white towel he had around his waist until the cloth dropped onto the hotel carpet. He let Sasuke palm his throbbing cock, it yearned for his attention. He let Sasuke pull away from his mouth and kiss down his neck, collarbone, chest, belly and onto his hard cock. He let Sasuke lick along his length in a way that sent shivers down his spine.
Though, ever so how much he wanted to think, imagine, hallucinate.
Naruto looked down, and truly see.
Sasuke Uchiha was wasn't sucking on his cock
Sasuke Uchiha was gone
Sasuke Uchiha was
Sasuke Uchiha
Sasuke
was gone, and left Naruto's life taking a part of his soul like it was absolutely nothing. Naruto thought they were, best friends? Was it not a mutual feeling? Was it all in his head, did this friendship even exist.
Naruto put his hand on Sai's jaw, stopping the sucking that ever so disgusted him.
He pulled Sai's head off his cock. "What's wrong?" Sai said, the precum glossing his lips.
"Just- Just get out."
"Why?" Sai said wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.
"Is it because of hi-"
"JUST GET THE FUCK OUT"
Sai flinched at that, he scurried upwards and gathered his garments and dressed himself quickly and leaving the room. He looked back at Naruto before closing the door with a;
CLICK.
Naruto lowered his head into his hands. Why was his stuck in his head? Naruto should've know Sasuke didn't care about him whatsoever Naruto wasn't anyone important he was filthy, disgusting in his eyes those damn keen eyes he had, they would stare into your soul and just rip out everything you ever felt in your lifetime. Naruto yearned, his heart ached at the sudden thought of Sasuke Uchiha, it itched it throbbed it burned any painful word in any dictionary could describe this feeling.
Naruto knew though
no matter how hard he hoped
no matter how hard he prayed
no matter how much he wanted
Sasuke Uchiha
wasn't
coming back.