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Izuku was crying with his blade sitting next to him on the bed, not sure if he even wanted to cut himself tonight or why he was so tearful tonight. If someone were to ask him what made him this upset, he wouldn’t be able to answer, and not just because of the puddle coming from his eyes that is preventing him from talking.
His boyfriend had left the room, leaving him alone with his thoughts. As Izuku thought more and more, it became too much. Thinking of everything was just so overwhelming. His life, the world around him, the lives of his loved ones, just all of it is so much and he had nothing to distract himself. He pulled out his razor, but soon the thought of cutting himself also became such an overwhelming thing to him, the tears simply started to flood down and wasn’t able to be put to a halt.
Hands wiping his tears nonstop, the corners of his eyes burning and turning from his peach colored skin to a red burn mark color. As his tears kept flowing the skin around his eyes kept feeling the burning pain, from the constant crying as well as his hands rubbing at it.
He missed his Kachan, who was only a room away. Simply taking a shower and getting ready for bed. It felt forever since he’d last seen him, he hates how dependent he is of his lover. He just hates to be alone, it feels like whenever he needs someone the most is always when he’s stuck by himself. He wished he was able to simply pick himself up the same way his boyfriend was able to seemingly shake everything off and be normal. He loves him so much, making an ugly squealing sound as he cries harder while thinking about him.
Soon Bakugo enters back in their bedroom with his pajamas on, consisting of boxers and nothing else. The first thing he takes notice too is that Izuku is crying, the second thing he sees is the blade sitting next to him. He is scared for his boyfriend, immediately going on their bed and pulling him close before examining him realizing that Midoriya had no cuts on his body. Before he can say anything Midoriya drops his head onto Bakugo’s shoulder and cries out to his lover.
“Katsukkii..”