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For her short lifetime Cecilia Dolores Agnes Friesen has struggled to navigate a life that’s defined by neglect, abuse, anxiety and a simmering desire for control. In a household marked by her mother’s abuse, and with a father who floats in and out of her life like the tide, she learned early on to protect herself. That life’s easier when don a mask, and wrap your heart in armor.
She’s found solace in the anonymity of online relationships. A place where walls do not need to exist, and she can explore all aspects of herself in a controlled environment. She’s talked with many strangers online but they were never more than words. Her latest partner, Halcyon, is drastically different. He’s older, and he listens and craves her with equal intensity. He makes her feel seen in ways no one else has.
He awakes something inside her. It gives her a sense of power, purpose, and validation. Losing her virginity to him is an awakening. It reshapes her life. Leaving her craving more.
Cecilia begins to pursue sex more as a way to soothe her self-loathing, loneliness, and to gain control and worth. However fleeting.
Join her as she navigates these tumultuous times, dealing with both the good and ill of her choices.