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1. A very complexed spark by SurpriseBoxes

   Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Black Widow (Movie 2021)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F
   • Complete Work

   23 Aug 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Antonia Dreykov/Ava Starr
   • Antonia Dreykov & Ava Starr
   • Ava Starr
   • Antonia Dreykov
   • John Walker (Marvel)
   • Yelena Belova
   • Alexei Shostakov
   • Robert "Bob" Reynolds (Marvel)
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Valentina Allegra de Fontaine
   • Post-Movie: Thunderbolts (2025)
   • Soft Ava Starr
   • Antonia Dreykov Lives
   • Antonia Dreykov Needs a Hug
   • Lesbian Antonia Dreykov
   • Lesbian Ava Starr
   • Protective Ava Starr
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Angst and Feels
   • Antonia Dreykov Has Memory Issues
   • Antonia Dreykov Has PTSD
   • Antonia Dreykov Deserves Better
   • Forehead Kisses
   • Slow Burn
   • Slow Romance
   • Canon Rewrite
   • Post-Canon
   • Marvel References
   • Past Violence
   • Healing
   • Healthy Relationships
   • Psychological Trauma
   • Eventual Romance
   • Justice for Taskmaster
   • Justice for Antonia Dreykov
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Avatoni
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Good Parent Alexei Shostakov
   • Yelena Belova and Antonia Dreykov are Like Siblings
   • Ava Starr Needs a Hug
   • Panic Attacks
   • Thunderbolts Team Members as Family (Marvel)
   • Domestic Thunderbolts Team (Marvel)
   • Antonia Dreykov-centric
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Fluff and Humor

   Summary

   “To what hidden deity in the universe must I pray that someday you will forgive me?” She put her thumb to her mouth and then wiped a spot of dried blood that remained on Antonia's scalp, revealing another scar from the past. “I'm sorry for all you've had to go through.”
   “...”
   “And I'm sorry you didn't get the best impression of me.”
   “I don't hold a grudge, Ava.”
   The tense body on the couch bore without complaint that of the woman who pressed herself more and more against her unnoticed.

   Series

   • Part 2 of Marvel ships F/F

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