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Chapter Fifty One
Hogwarts – Late August
The Great Hall had never been this quiet. Not truly. Even in moments of reverence or solemnity, there was always a faint undercurrent of youthful energy, a rustle of robes, a whispered secret. But today, the silence was heavy, thick with unspoken grief and a tension that hummed beneath the golden banners lining the high arches.
Those banners, meant to proclaim victory, floated listlessly, almost mournfully, like the proud emblems of a battle won at too great a cost. The enchanted ceiling shimmered with soft sunlight, but its warmth felt thin, unable to penetrate the chill that settled deep in every heart in the room. Long tables, usually groaning under feasts, had been replaced with rigid rows of chairs, all facing the raised dais where professors sat, a sombre line in their ceremonial robes. At the far end, the Sorting Hat sat dozing on its stool, a forgotten relic of simpler times.
Cedric Diggory sat in the second row, acutely aware of the rigid, unforgiving wood beneath him. His hands were clasped so tightly in his lap, his fingers dug into his palms, crescent moons blooming faintly on his skin. His familiar school robes had been exchanged for tailored black dress robes, the Hufflepuff crest, usually a comforting symbol of loyalty and steadfastness, now gleamed faintly on his chest like a badge of misplaced honour.
It was supposed to be a day of triumphant celebration, the culmination of the Triwizard Tournament, his improbable win.
It felt like a funeral.
Her funeral.
When Professor Flitwick, his usually cheerful face drawn and pale, stepped forward to announce the Top Academic Award, a ripple of applause, thin and hesitant, drifted across the hall. It felt forced, a polite obligation rather than genuine delight.
"Miss Serena Vale," Flitwick read, his voice tight with an almost painful cheer that barely concealed the tremor beneath. "Ravenclaw. Perfect scores in her O.W.L.s, a record not broken in seventy-three years. Unofficially awarded highest dueling marks, Transfiguration innovation medal, and Potions Excellence by Professor Snape himself. We… hope, wherever she is, that she knows she made Hogwarts proud."
The hall was silent for a beat, the air suddenly colder, heavier. Then came the applause—a new wave, this one gaining strength, louder, more desperate, as if the collective sound, the sheer force of their claps, could somehow conjure her back into existence. A futile, hopeful magic.
Cedric didn't move, didn't clap. His gaze remained fixed on the empty chair beside him—hers. It remained conspicuously, agonizingly vacant.
It had been empty all year, a stark, daily reminder.
She had vanished after the Third Task. Left without a word. Without a goodbye. Without an answer. The morning after he’d woken up in the Hospital Wing, still disoriented by the echoes of terror and triumph, Serena was already gone. It had been like she was never there, a vivid dream that had evaporated with the dawn.
No one knew where she'd gone. Not even Dumbledore, usually so forthcoming in his cryptic ways, spoke of it openly. The Ministry simply released a terse statement about a "private family matter." Some students, ever prone to wild speculation, thought she’d been quietly expelled for some unknown transgression. Others whispered of secret assignments, recruited by the Ministry for work beyond their comprehension. A few, the most cynical or the least understanding, had the audacity to suggest she’d simply cracked under the immense pressure of the tournament, the secrets, the expectations.
Cedric knew better. He knew it in his bones, in the phantom chill that still clung to his scar, in the chilling memory of the graveyard.
He could still hear her voice, clear as a bell, cutting through the terror, the searing pain of the Cruciatus curse, the chilling laughter of the Dark Lord. The last thing she said to him, delivered with a desperate, heartbreaking urgency, before everything dissolved into blinding white light and then darkness:
"Live, Cedric. If I have to give everything—then live."
And he had. He had lived. He was here. He was breathing. But the question that haunted his every waking moment, every restless dream, echoed like a curse: But at what cost?
"Mr. Cedric Diggory, please."
Professor McGonagall’s crisp voice, laced with an unusual softness, cut through his haze, pulling him back from the precipice of memory.
He stood, his legs heavy, each step down the long aisle toward the stage a conscious effort. The applause that swelled around him now was genuine, a wave of Hufflepuff pride and student admiration. The loudest came from the Hufflepuff section—Madam Sprout crying quietly into a lace handkerchief, her shoulders shaking with pride and sorrow; the mischievous Weasley twins, Fred and George, standing in the back, whistling loud and long, a performance that belied the faint redness around their eyes, a sign that they, too, had cried that morning.
Cedric climbed the steps, the polished wood surprisingly cold beneath his tailored shoes. He shook hands with Dumbledore, whose blue eyes, usually twinkling, held a profound sadness as they met Cedric's. He accepted a rolled parchment scroll – his N.E.W.T. exemptions, his champion's certificate – and a gleaming gold medal. Then, with a practiced turn, he faced the assembled audience.
He was supposed to speak. Say something inspiring, something kind, something safe and reassuring about the future. Something that would smooth over the unease that had settled over the Wizarding world.
Instead, his gaze dropped, drawn by an invisible thread, to the space in the front row. To the empty seat that had always been reserved for the champions, for the top students. And there, draped gently across its polished armrest, was a single, delicate blue ribbon – Ravenclaw blue. A silent, aching tribute from someone.
Then he looked up, sweeping his gaze across the sea of young faces, the hopeful, the fearful, the oblivious.
"My name is Cedric Diggory," he began, his voice surprisingly steady, though a faint tremor ran through his hand clutching the scroll. "You all know me. Or… you think you do."
A subtle shift went through the room. The murmurs quieted, replaced by an attentive, expectant silence.
"I don’t really have a speech," he continued, letting the brutal honesty hang in the air. "I didn’t think I’d be standing here. If things had gone the way they should’ve, if fate had run its proper course… I wouldn’t be." His gaze lingered on the teachers, on Dumbledore, a silent challenge.
His voice cracked slightly on the next words, but he pushed through the lump in his throat. "I’m here because of people who should be here instead. I’m here because someone braver than I’ll ever be made sure I survived." The words were for Serena, for himself, and a desperate plea to an audience that might not understand.
He swallowed, his Adam's apple bobbing. "I'm not the top student this year. That title belongs to Serena Vale. She beat us all—quietly, kindly, and with that ridiculous raised eyebrow when she knew we weren’t doing our homework." A faint ripple of soft, nostalgic laughter stirred through the hall, a fleeting glimpse of the girl they remembered.
"She isn’t here," Cedric stated, his voice now ringing with a clear, unshakeable conviction.
"Not because she didn’t want to be. But because the world outside these walls is changing, and some people have to carry truths too heavy for the rest of us to hear." He let that sink in, watching the varying expressions of confusion, fear, and dawning realization on the faces before him.
Then, he delivered the blow, the words he knew would shatter the fragile peace.
"I won this tournament. I got this medal. I’m alive. But if you think that means the danger is over—if you think everything is fine, and we can go back to normal—you’re wrong." The silence was now absolute, chilling. Every eye was on him.
He looked directly at Harry Potter, who sat in the front row, pale but unyielding.
"I saw Voldemort return."
Gasps erupted, sharp and sudden, like collective wounds. Murmurs followed, a frightened buzzing that filled the hallowed hall. A teacher in the back, Professor Sprout, shifted uneasily, her hand going to her throat. Other professors exchanged worried glances, a few even looking directly at Dumbledore.
"I saw death," Cedric continued, his voice steady now, resolute in its truth. "I saw betrayal. I saw how little people listen to the truth when it’s not convenient. You don’t have to believe me. You can choose to dismiss it as a boy’s nightmare, a figment of tournament stress. But you should ask yourself why it’s easier to believe I’m lying than to believe we’re in danger. You should ask yourself why the truth is so terrifying that you’d rather cling to a comfortable lie."
He looked again at the blue ribbon, a silent, personal vow. "Serena believed me. She knew. She always knew."
He stepped back from the podium, his purpose fulfilled, his chest aching but lighter. "That’s all."
He descended the steps with a calmness that belied the thunderous ache in his chest, the tremor in his soul. He didn't look back.
The castle corridors were quieter now, the celebratory buzz of the end-of-year feast having dulled into a palpable tension. People came and went, parents rushing to collect their children, students hugging their friends with an uncharacteristic intensity, as if clinging to normalcy.
Cedric stood in the corridor outside the Great Hall, alone amidst the swirling goodbyes, his award scroll tucked under his arm like a burden. The medal felt heavy against his chest.
Harry approached from the stairs, his usually vibrant green eyes shadowed with weariness, a mirror of Cedric's own exhaustion. "She would’ve hexed half that crowd for clapping too politely," Harry said dryly, a faint, wry smile touching his lips.
Cedric managed a faint, genuine smile in return. "Yeah. Then given them a lecture on proper wand stance, and probably told Flitwick his robes were a shade too bright."
A silence fell between them—this one different, warmer, imbued with a shared, unspoken understanding.
"Thanks for saying it," Harry said, his voice quiet, sincere. "About Voldemort. About everything. I... I know what that took."
"I didn’t do it for them," Cedric admitted, his gaze fixed on the bustling corridor, not meeting Harry's eyes. "I did it for her."
Harry nodded. "Still. You didn’t have to. It was brave."
"I owed it," Cedric simply stated, the words a fundamental truth.
Harry hesitated, then looked away, his jaw tight. "Do you... do you think she’s okay?"
"I don’t know," Cedric said, his voice distant, raw with the admission. The uncertainty was a constant gnawing pain. "But she made sure I was. She literally pulled me out of hell. So I have to believe she’s still out there. Still fighting."
Harry looked back at him, his gaze firm. "We’ll find her. Together."
Cedric nodded, a fresh wave of grief and gratitude choking his throat. He couldn't trust himself to speak. He simply clasped Harry's shoulder, a silent promise passed between two boys forever changed by the return of darkness.
That Night
In his trunk, tucked deep under old textbooks and forgotten Quidditch gear, Cedric kept her sketch—the one she’d left behind on his bedside table in the Hospital Wing. It was a simple pencil drawing, quick, almost dashed off, but impossibly accurate. It was faded now, smudged at the edges from how many times he’d touched it, looked at it, traced its lines. But the pencil strokes still held. Still showed him, not the champion, not the survivor, but the boy.
Flawed.
Tired.
Human.
He took it out now, the smooth, cool paper a small comfort in his hand. He lay in bed, the moon casting pale silver through his dorm window, and simply stared at it. He let the ache wash over him, a familiar wave of longing and grief that he no longer fought. He welcomed it, for it meant he still remembered.
Then, without thinking, his voice barely a breath in the silent room, he whispered:
"I miss you, Serena. Come back to me."
And the wind outside the window seemed to stir, catching the unspoken yearning, carrying the words somewhere—perhaps across distant lands, perhaps across the veil itself.
Perhaps to her.
He had to believe it.
He had to.