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1. If you die again, let me love you first by Maelstrav

   Fandoms: Tetro Danganronpa PINK (Web Series), Tetro Danganronpa Series (Web Series)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   22 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Hasegawa Ken/Kamimura Kazutoshi (Tetro Danganronpa)
   • Hasegawa Ken & Kamimura Kazutoshi (Tetro Danganronpa)
   • Hasegawa Ken & Okazaki Hanano (Tetro Danganronpa)
   • Hasegawa Ken & Yanagi Shigeki (Tetro Danganronpa)
   • Hasegawa Ken (Tetro Danganronpa)
   • Kamimura Kazutoshi (Tetro Danganronpa)
   • Tetro Danganronpa Cast (as of Chapter 3)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Time Travel
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Minor Character Death
   • Will describe dead bodies
   • POV Hasegawa Ken (Tetro Danganronpa)
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Internalized Trauma
   • Mental Instability
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Self-Loathing
   • Guilt
   • Panic Attacks
   • Ken is a mess
   • There's so much shit going on inside his head
   • Character Study
   • Autistic Hasegawa Ken (Tetro Danganronpa)
   • Angst
   • Heavy Angst
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Protective Hasegawa Ken
   • Protective Kamimura Kazutoshi
   • Slow Burn
   • Mutual Pining
   • Sharing a Bed
   • Literal Sleeping Together
   • Making characters suffer for the sake of growth
   • I promise there'll be more fluff someday
   • How Do I Tag
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • adding tags as the story progresses
   • Not Beta Read

   Summary

   After the third trial, Ken mechanically made his way back to his dorm, breaking down as soon as the door was closed. The weight of what he’d lost today finally set in: Kazutoshi was dead, and it was his fault. He cried himself to sleep that night, with regret on his mind.
   The following morning, Ken woke up terrified and cold…
   Wait, cold?
   He heard a voice then, and when he turned his head, he met red, tired eyes. Kazutoshi was there, in his bed. Whole and alive, his head still on his shoulders, his tongue still in his mouth… and absolutely no idea he was supposed to be dead.
   Ken understood then that he was given another chance. And this time, he’d make sure Kazutoshi survived this nightmare.

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