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Letters to Karamatsu

Summary:

Ichi isn't very good at expressing himself, but when you add deaf and mute on top of that, he may as well be a safe of secrets. He decides to write his brother letters, but doesn't send them.

Notes:

these will be really short chapters. also, ichi isn't sending these. he's just keeping them in a box somewhere.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Chapter 1: letter one. (age 10)

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Dear Shittymatsu,

I can’t hear your voice. I know Osomatsu sounds like an asshole, and Todomatsu’s is probably just annoying. But I really want to hear your voice. I bet it’s soothing. Jyushimatsu always seems to calm down a little when you talk to him. I wish I could feel comforted by you.

I can’t communicate well. No one except mom can sign. I don’t blame any of you. I’m a stupid reason to learn a whole new language.

Although we can’t speak, I know you worry about me. I don’t know why you do. I mean, I’m just trash. Pointless trash.

-Ichimatsu