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1. Your love is the only drug I want by Fangtasticvampire

   Fandoms: Squid Game (TV 2021)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   24 Mar 2026

   Tags

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   • Choi Subong | Thanos/Namgyu
   • Namgyu (Squid Game)
   • Choi Subong | Thanos
   • Su-bong's sister
   • Choi Subong | Thanos's Mother
   • Choi Subong | Thanos's Father
   • Alternate Universe - No Squid Game (Squid Game)
   • Rapper Choi Subong | Thanos
   • POV Namgyu (Squid Game)
   • Choi Subong | Thanos is Bad at Feelings
   • Namgyu Is Bad At Feelings (Squid Game)
   • Jealous Namgyu (Squid Game)
   • Drug Use
   • (unrealistic)
   • Friendship/Love
   • Swearing
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Angst
   • Fluff
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Sexual Tension
   • First Kiss
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Kissing
   • Drug overdose but it's not treated seriously
   • Codependency
   • Suggestive Themes
   • Sharing a Bed
   • Making Out
   • Gay Namgyu (Squid Game)
   • Protective Choi Subong | Thanos
   • Bisexual Choi Subong | Thanos
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Implied Suicide Attempt
   • (in the past)
   • Asexuality Spectrum
   • Eventual Smut
   • Self-Harm
   • Meeting the Parents
   • Minor Character Death
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • Angst with a Happy Ending

   Summary

   Nam-gyu is the best friend of a famous rapper, Thanos. Nam-gyu thinks he is the only one who knows the real Su-bong and he has started to be jealous of him.
   One night changes things and the line between friends and lovers only keeps getting blurred every day.

   In other words: two messy people being complicated and messy together because they want each other.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   167,116

   Chapters:

   21/21

   Comments:

   81

   Kudos:

   202

   Bookmarks:

   33

   Hits:

   4,975