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1. I Find You Wanting by f-14 (zagreuwus), f-14nsfw (zagreuwus)

   Fandoms: Death Stranding (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   11 Aug 2025

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Sam Porter Bridges/Higgs Monaghan
   • Sam Porter Bridges & Higgs Monaghan
   • Sam Porter Bridges
   • Higgs Monaghan
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Masochism
   • Sadism
   • Angst
   • Codependency
   • Trauma
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • in which sam and higgs have a suicide pact going on
   • the trauma really hit sam hard and now he just wants to die but he cant
   • and maybe higgs just likes to be needed...
   • transman!higgs btw

   Summary

   Sam has lost everything. He has no hope, no future, no goals. When Lou and Fragile are both taken from him, Sam decides to pick up a gun, and hunt down their killers. But vengeance serves no purpose. What he really wants is an end to it all--to be with Lou again in life or in death.

   He doesn't expect help to come in the form of Higgs Monaghan.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   5,155

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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