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1. Him(?) by Phanallamallama

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   23 Feb 2017

   Tags

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   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Phil Lester
   • Dan Howell
   • Henry (original)
   • Angst
   • Fluff
   • Friendship
   • Slow Burn
   • im trying not to spoil stuff in the tags
   • gays
   • Lots of Crying
   • will have a happy ending for definites
   • Mentions Of Schizophrenia
   • Mentions of medication
   • Sequel
   • Misdiagnosis
   • also there might be smut but idk
   • lil blood mention
   • Panic Attacks
   • gay shit
   • Minor Character Death
   • maybe friends to lovers later on???

   Summary

   Sequel to Closed Eyes

   Dan wasn't sure how long he had been staring at the sketch Henry had drawn pinned above his bed. They looked so alike, it was scary how Henry had drawn it from only Dan's description. The eyes, the curve of his lips, jut of his nose, all so close to being perfect that Dan could touch the paper and remember how Phil's skin felt.

   Phil's skin didn't feel like that anymore. Phil wasn't his Phil anymore. They weren't the same temperature and Dan knew how Phil had felt as a reflex, muscle memory, barely thinking. All he knew was touching his skin wasn't the same. Things weren't the same anymore.

   Series

   • Part 2 of The Imaginary Life

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   English

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   Chapters:

   6/?

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