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    Trust is to earn and what happens when you have been lied to and manipulated so much?
    Even when loving someone, your head and heart does not know all the truth in reality. No insight checks, no detecting thoughts. Just nagging doubts and vomiting fear.
    Lies are necessary, but sometimes THAT is what they leave when they are not however not necessary and have been overused on the wrong person.
    Because the death of an abuser cannot be the fixing thing of all troubles. For none.

    Astarion seeing the all the spawns again, his victims, Sebastian, getting Scratch in danger, lies to Tav.
    She forgives him, but while a night of passion, the doubts creep into her thoughts.
    What if nothing ever changed?
    What if she is just one of them? Always were? What if he still just performs? What if her touch just hurts him?

    Astarion x Female Tav/fem!reader she/her

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