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1. but i’ll pack it up, and practice leaving by Anonymous

   Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)  

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   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   14 Aug 2025

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   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Lee Heeseung/Sim Jaeyun | Jake
   • Lee Heeseung
   • Sim Jaeyun | Jake
   • Park Sunghoon (ENHYPEN)
   • Ferrari Formula 1 Team
   • Alternate Universe - Formula One
   • Ferrari Driver Sim Jaeyun | Jake
   • Ferrari Driver Lee Heeseung
   • Team as Family
   • # ferrari teammates heejake
   • 1st driver is jaeyun!
   • Mercedes Driver Park Sunghoon
   • Sad Sim Jaeyun | Jake
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Loyalty
   • so this is basically #heejake version of charlos!
   • 1655 inspiration!
   • jaeyun is basically charles leclerc <3
   • Tifosi’s Golden Boy Sim Jaeyun
   • Sad Lee Heeseung
   • Miscommunication
   • Rivalry
   • Enemies and lovers!!
   • haunting the narrative (but it’s their families)
   • mclaren driver park jongseong (imsorry)
   • red bull driver choi yeonjun
   • Spain
   • Italy
   • (so basically jaeyun grew up in italy & heeseung grew up in spain ok!)
   • i told y’all that this was insp. from #1655
   • Jealousy
   • (but make it about grief and childhood)
   • Childhood Memories
   • promises (wears jaeyun out)
   • expectations (wears heeseung out)
   • the author is just sad
   • Angst and Feels
   • Heavy Angst

   Summary

   “You always enjoyed my suffering, didn’t you?” Jaeyun looks at him, grimacing. But there's a smile on his lips he can't wipe away. Because his bones hurt and his stomach aches and they're both in their red racing suits and—Heeseung is leaving the team this year. This is his last year. This is their last race a few races before the last one. Jaeyun smiles at him, because what else could he possibly give him? “Sicko.”

   “It’s called tough love, Golden Boy,” Heeseung winks. And Jaeyun starts to hate the word gold. “Keeps you on your toes. Keeps you hungry. Keeps you from getting too comfortable in that big, shiny first driver seat.”

   or, After four years of being teammates, the season has arrived for Heeseung to leave Ferrari. And now everything feels incomplete for Jaeyun.

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