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1. You're destroying yourself by beardo7

   Fandoms: F1 (Movie 2025)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   28 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • APXGP Team Members & Sonny Hayes
   • Ruben Cervantes & Sonny Hayes
   • Sonny Hayes & Joshua Pearce
   • Sonny Hayes & Kate McKenna
   • Sonny Hayes & Jodie
   • Dodge Dowda & Sonny Hayes
   • Sonny Hayes
   • Ruben Cervantes
   • Dodge Dowda
   • Jodie (F1 Movie 2025)
   • Kate McKenna (F1 Movie 2025)
   • Kaspar Smolinski
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Eating Disorders
   • Sleep Deprivation
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Whump
   • Hurt Sonny Hayes
   • Chronic Pain
   • No Romance
   • Bromance
   • Sonny Hayes Whump
   • Vomiting
   • Alcohol
   • Drugs
   • Painkillers
   • Past Trauma
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Medical Trauma

   Summary

   Sonny lived life at full speed, he always kept moving on the track or through the pain. Even the shadows of his past never slowed him down. But after a brutal crash, hiding his pain from everyone becomes a little harder. Especially the part where he has to hide it from Ruben. Ruben always noticed everything. And he refuses to just stand by and watch when Sonny spirals. So he pushes his way in, determined to help an idiot who wants help from no one.

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