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1. this love looks like a loaded gun by minhosglitter for violetgrasstea

   Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • Gen, M/M
   • Complete Work

   02 Aug 2025

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Ivan/Till (Alien Stage)
   • Ivan & Till (Alien Stage)
   • Ivan & Mizi (Alien Stage)
   • Mizi & Till (Alien Stage)
   • Ivan (Alien Stage)
   • Till (Alien Stage)
   • Mizi (Alien Stage)
   • Canon Compliant
   • Post-Canon
   • Post-Canon Fix-It
   • Fix-It
   • Fix-It of Sorts
   • One Shot
   • Short One Shot
   • Till Realizes Feelings For Ivan (Alien Stage)
   • Rebel Till (Alien Stage)
   • Till is Bad at Feelings (Alien Stage)
   • Ivan is Bad at Feelings (Alien Stage)
   • Ivan and Mizi are Best Friends (Alien Stage)
   • Mentioned Mizi (Alien Stage)
   • Mentioned Luka (Alien Stage)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Light Angst
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Song: Death of Me (PVRIS)
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • Alternate Universe - Post-Canon
   • Till-centric (Alien Stage)
   • Ivan is a hallucination
   • Not Actually Unrequited Love
   • Past Character Death
   • Not Really Character Death
   • well he's dead but what if i told you he can be brought back

   Summary

   "Nothing.", Till swallows thickly, suddenly overcome with the feeling of being suffocated and needing to create space between them, to push Ivan away again. He wants to go back to a version of himself that didn't feel anything for Ivan, because it hurt less, "Your sacrifice was pointless. I still lost against Luka." 

    

   "You don't get to choose whether my sacrifice was pointless or not.", Ivan tells him evenly. He doesn't look angry, upset or bothered in any way. There's something else in his expression, something that Till has never seen before.

    

   Or: Till finds himself at another dead end in his search for Mizi after joining the rebels. His subconscious (or so he thinks) manifests as a hallucination of Ivan again and comes back to offer him some answers. Maybe not all is lost, and just maybe there's a way to make things right again.

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