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1. the ruin we've made by OrangeButt73

   Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga), 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Anime)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   03 Aug 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • "Hikaru" | Fake Indou Hikaru/Tsujinaka Yoshiki
   • "Hikaru" | Fake Indou Hikaru
   • Tsujinaka Yoshiki
   • chussy should be its own tag
   • Complicated Relationships
   • Mutual Pining
   • Coming In Pants
   • Body Horror

   Summary

   “I want you to say it,” ‘Hikaru’ says. Begging almost in the way he sinks teeth into skin, in the way he bites his lower lip like he’s nervous, ecstatic, afraid and desperate all at once. Flesh a little swollen and red when he lets go. “Need you to say it. So I know I’m not messing this up again.”

   At that, Yoshiki swallows. Wavering between yes and no. Both and neither.

   “We can.” Even so, he wants. He clings. Because here’s the miracle: this is ‘Hikaru’, his ‘Hikaru’ — and here’s the tragedy: it is not, but Yoshiki misses him too much to care.

   Or: they try again.

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