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That’s the first time.
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Here’s the catch: It’s not the last time.There’s a second, and a third, and a fourth, and it goes on and on and on, like waves crashing to shore. Bucky gets this once a year; once every two or three. And he loves Steve with everything he has, the whole time, and he’s drunk, no he’s just tired, no he’s just gone without for a little too long, it doesn’t mean anything, it can’t happen again, Steve, fuck.
It’s a bad idea, it’s a worse idea, it’s the worst idea—Bucky takes and he takes and he doesn’t know when he’ll stop. He’s not sure he ever will.
AKA the one where they’ve loved each other this whole time, but they kept hurting each other anyway.