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The party had started calmly. Hyuna had told Mizi to tell Sua that it would only be a few of them because Sua wouldn’t come otherwise. Mizi was dumb enough to think that meant Hyuna was throwing a party with only a few of them so she ecstatically convinced Sua to go. Sua was begrudging but when Mizi had grabbed her wrist after the 4th time Sua had shot down the idea and looked at her with those pretty yellow eyes, Sua couldn’t refuse.

Besides, just a few people wouldn’t be too awful.

Mizi drove them to the party after they had gotten ready at Sua’s house. Sua was wearing an off shoulder long sleeve, low rise bootcut jeans with a chunky belt, and her green adidas sambas. Mizi had told her she looked stunning and helped her pick out her jewelry, a choker and a few bracelets that matched her silver earrings.

Mizi had picked out a cropped tight black tank top that showed off her (plentiful) cleavage and a necklace that sat nicely on her chest, and combined them with short jean shorts that showed off her black thong, Sua had blushed and nervously nodded when Mizi asked her is she liked whale tails, additionally she had curled her long pink hair and grabbed a pink zip up jacket.

When they arrived it had been calm..ish.

There were only about 12 people there, but Ivan, Till, and Luka had yet to arrive. Mizi nervously looked at Sua and admitted she didn’t know that this many people would be here, then she grabbed them drinks.

A few drinks (and like 3 shots) later Mizi was feeling great, she had Sua clinging territorially on her arm as she went around speaking to people. There were too many people to count at this point and Sua decided she needed another drink.

“I’m gonna go to the kitchen,” Sua pulled her by the neck and whispered in her ear, “do you want me to grab you something?”

Mizi nodded as her face erupted in red, she turned her head to watch as Sua walked to the kitchen, eyes lingering for a moment too long. She shook her head and turned back to the classmate she had been conversing with.

“How long have you two been together?”Jacob questioned.

“We aren’t,” Mizi started quietly, “We aren’t dating.”

“Ohhhhhh,” Jacob smiled knowingly,”sure.” then he sauntered away, leaving Mizi slightly distressed. She shook it off and went to find Sua.

She spotted her, from the doorway of the kitchen. Sua was leaning on the kitchen counter, trying to make as much distance as possible between her and the guy trying to hand her a drink.

Mizi started walking over, she was going to beat the shit out of this guy. It was clear that Sua was incredibly uncomfortable yet this guy, Acorn maybe? Just leaned further into her. Right before Mizi reached them he moved his hand to grab Sua’s wrist.

Mizi was there.

Acorn grunted as Mizi somewhat aggressively snatched his wrist. He looked shocked, the nerve.

Mizi pushed into him with her opposite arm, keeping his other arm extended in the air, she glared at him and moved to push him against the wall when she felt something gentle nuzzling her side.

“Ahhh, Mizi,” Sua’s voice was light and airy, completely oblivious to the predicament she had put herself in, “My savior.” Mizi faltered, looking back over at Acorn and seeing fear in his eyes she shoved him away, flinging his hand into a nearby shelf, he cupped his wrist as he shriveled away.

With a small smirk of satisfaction Mizi turned back to Sua who hadn’t moved except to wrap an arm around Mizi’s waist lazily, as though it was natural. It felt natural.

Sua turned her eyes up to Mizi before motioning slightly to where the drinks she had prepared had been just a moment ago.

They were not there any longer. Mizi smiled and patted Sua’s head at her confused expression and said something quiet and reassuring, she then moved to make something new for the both of them.

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“HEY!” Hyuna shouted, she was standing right next to Mizi with an “I found you!!” expression on her face, “ MIZI!!!” she shifted into a whisper and leaned in, completely ignoring Sua who was standing directly next to Mizi essentially glued to her side, “we’re gonna play a game wanna join??”

Mizi glanced at Sua who had overheard, she looked excited and nodded enthusiastically, Mizi was surprised at how much Sua was enjoying herself.

“Sure, let's go.” Mizi answered

Hyuna led the pair up the stairs into Hyuna’s room. They’d both been many times previous, but now it was filled with: Luka (gross), Till, Ivan, Dewey, Jacob, Issac, Hyunwoo, and Acorn (who invited him?), all sitting in a large circle around the room. Mizi moved to the opposite side of the room from Acorn and Luka before Hyuna stepped into the center of the circle, holding a bottle of tequila, she then started to explain:

“WE WILL BE PLAYING,” she was yelling for no apparent reason before she started again but quieter,” spin the bottle… the rules are pretty simple but we all need to know them okay? SO I will randomly mix you guys up so that you are NOT sitting next to people that you know. If the bottle spins and lands between two people, they both have to do a shot, but if the bottle lands exactly across from two people they have to play… 7 minutes in heaven!!!”

Silence mostly followed, the room full of drunk teenagers needed a second to process but once it passed there was a thrum of excitement filling the room. A quiet hum came from Sua and Mizi smiled as Hyuna started moving people.

Then Mizi felt Sua’s warm touch disappear. In a panic Mizi quickly turned to the side reaching out for her.

“Calm down,” Hyuna sounded annoyed but also ecstatic,” I’m sure you’ll get her back soon” the last part was said with a smirk and wink. Mizi wasn’t sure what to make of this until she saw Hyuna place Sua directly opposite herself. Mizi blushed slightly at the now obvious implication of Hyuna’s wink.

When the circle was shuffled Hyuna went into the center again and announced that the first round would be starting. Mizi was nervous now, Sua was already drunk. Would she even be able to handle another shot?

The bottle spun and spun until it landed between…

Hyunwoo, he valiantly took his shot with very little reaction, everyone cheered. And Luka, he downed the shot with a mundane and almost bored look on his face, no one reacted except to tell Hyuna to spin the bottle again.

It spun and landed between…

Mizi and Ivan, there were assorted cheers and Mizi was glad Hyuna hadn’t set them anywhere near across from each other (Sure Ivan was gay and Mizi was a lesbain. Sure they were out to the entire school. This unfortunately didn’t stop people from shipping them) Ivan took his shot quickly. He then made a challenging expression at Mizi, his snaggle tooth was sticking out, Mizi took her shot just as quickly and only slightly winced at the taste.

She then looked over at Sua who was flushed slightly, and made a wide eyed expression towards her. MIzi smiled and Sua smiled back, not even hesitating. Then Mizi saw him, Till.

The game continued but Mizi was no longer paying any attention. Till was easy to spot. Now normally this wouldn’t bother Mizi, Till was mostly harmless but he did have a huge crush on Mizi. She had rejected him, but now they were sitting face to face, directly across from each other. She did NOT want to go in that closet with him.

There were cheers throughout the room, it appeared a few rounds had passed according to the distribution of red solo cups, but now the bottle was once more beside Mizi.

It was between her and Acorn!?! Why on earth had Hyuna set it up so that if one bad spin was made there was a sub-zero chance that Mizi (a lesbian) or Sua ( a lesbain) would get stuck in the closet with the man who had a crush on them?

Mizi took her shot, not looking at Acorn. Fuck, she forgot how much she previously drank maybe it didn’t matter that this spin the bottle game was rigged, she might already be passed out by the time something happens. She looked at Sua, she was drunk too, Mizi had given her alcohol in 4 drinks so far. Mizi cursed herself for forgetting that really Sua’s alcohol tolerance was about 2 shots.

Mizi sighed after the shot and tried to focus herself to recount all the alcohol she had consumed tonight. There had been the first drink with Sua, a shot with Hyunwoo, 2 shots with hyuna, a shot with Ivan and till, 3 other drinks that she had made, and maybe she had filled a solo cup halfway with vodka after Acorn had bothered Sua, plus these two. Okay so maybe she was at her limit, but she’s an athlete anyway so she should be processing the stuff or something? It doesn’t matter, it might be better if she passes out right now.

Speaking of, Mizi turned her focus back to the game. A couple more rounds had passed somewhat uneventfully. The bottle spun, and it slowed. It was near Sua, Mizi had to use all of her restraint to prevent herself from lunging across the room, stopping the bottle, grabbing Sua and leaving. The bottle landed directly in front of Sua and Mizi tried not to wince, squinting her eyes as she traced a straight line back to (not Acorn, not Acorn. Mizi chanted internally) herself?

Hyuna squealed as she ushered a confused Mizi, and a blushing (but somewhat excited looking? Maybe that was just Mizi’s hopefulness talking) Sua into the closet behind them.

Mizi’s last thought before the door closed was that this was supposed to be a “small gathering”.

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Now however, Mizi was being pinned against the wall of the closet.

Sua was drunk, this was obvious to anyone who saw her. Mizi wanted to tell her to stop. Mizi wanted Sua to keep going.

Sua’s breath was hot as it spilled over her cheeks and her pupils completely dilated in the darkness of the confined space. Mizi didn’t move. Sua did.

Sua‘s breath smelt of alcohol as she pressed her lips against Mizi's.

Mizi’s lips tasted of tequila as she pressed back.

The room was hot.

Mizi had very momentarily contemplated pulling away from Sua, she had clearly had too much to drink, but Mizi also had a bit too much so instead she had pressed back, harder.

Mizi grabbed Sua’s waist tightly, both hands trying to wrap around her completely. She couldn't quite reach around but Sua was small and Mizi could feel the bones of her hip digging into her hands. Sua had signed deeply and pushed her hips into Mizi’s with a low groan.

Mizi grunted in response and licked at Sua’s lips, Sua complied. Mizi’s tongue entered Sua’s mouth and explored, leading a moan to spill from Sua’s occupied lips. The sounds were mostly swallowed by Mizi who was still licking desperately into her mouth, trying to find and keep any and all of the noises that escaped Sua.

They both tried to move closer to each other. Mizi’s hands stayed relatively still but pulled and pressed hard, there might be bruises tomorrow, Sua bruises easily, the thought thrilled her. Sua’s hands were not still in the slightest, she was clinging onto Mizi’s jacket, pulling her closer by the nape of her neck, running her hands through Mizi’s diligently styled hair, and lifting Mizi’s shirt to try and feel the muscle that she knew was present. Mizi moaned when Sua’s hands ran up and down her toned stomach and then around her back to feel the ribs without a barrier.

When Mizi moved her lips to Sua’s neck she had the goal of leaving something that proved that tonight had been real but when she found the spot on her pulse point near the base of her neck that made Sua whine incoherently, Mizi had given up on reason completely.

So Mizi pushed Sua against the wall and sucked harder on that spot, hoping for a bruise to form, and an even more selfish want of proof that Sua was hers. Sua whimpered and pulled Mizi closer by the base of her neck, digging her nails in and leaving marks. She exposed her entire neck and tried to move her hips against her but with Mizi’s entire body pressed against hers she made no progress.

Mizi understood. Mizi got onto her knees and lifted Sua's shirt. Her hands traveled around Sua's stomach and the edge of her jeans, Sua’s whining boosted her with confidence. The quiet moans and whimpers encouraged Mizi to continue and that's exactly what she did. Mizi sucked on sua’s torso, her ribcage, her hips, her stomach, she did it until she was sure there would be marks the next day.

Then.

The door opened slowly.

Mizi thought she was imagining it so she continued to suck a bruise under the wire of Sua’s bra and had felt nothing but spurred on when Sua had pulled on her hair, hard, but this led to a deep groan of pleasure from Mizi.

However when she heard Sua whine, “Stop.” Mizi immediately looked up, she searched for hesitation or pleading in her eyes, she only found the latter. When Mizi noticed she promptly stood and pushed Sua’s slightly exposed figure against the wall, she turned her head.

Till, with a slightly scared, slightly scarred look on his face, he quietly announced that it was his and Ivan's turn in the closet now and that their 7 minutes was up.

She nodded and Till shut the door quickly. Mizi took this opportunity to turn fully back to Sua and pull her shirt down, feeling for the top of the shirt to pull that up, quickly checking her own shirt. Sua took this time to intertwine her fingers through Mizi’s hair and quickly move to place kisses along Mizi’s jaw.

Mizi then turned them around, not really bothering to get Sua’s fingers out of her hair or cover up any of the new marks. Instead she simply walked out and led Sua to the door, completely ignoring the room of flabbergasted students.

Mizi moved in a familiar direction, ending up with her and Sua in the living room which was full of people dancing and chatting. Mizi quickly pulled Sua to an open armchair.

Mizi hadn’t considered the consequences when she sat and immediately pulled Sua onto her lap. A soft moan came from Sua and Mizi couldn’t help but put her hands back onto her waist as Sua wrapped her arms around Mizi’s shoulders and widened her legs to completely straddle Mizi. They were both smiling as their lips met.

Mizi couldn't remember what happened after.

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*Extra*

Hyuna sighed when she saw Mizi and Sua making out somewhat passionately on her armchair.
“Luka,” Hyuna shouted,”I need you to get them back, bring them to Mizi’s house.”

“Me?” Luka’s voice was annoyed,”Mizi hates me and I’m sure her mom hates me too.”

“Don’t care,” Hyuna thought for a moment,”oh right, Mizi’s mom isn't home tonight. So bring them back, I don’t want them fucking on my armchair”

There was an exasperated sigh, “Fine”

When Luka managed to get them both in Mizi’s car, Mizi had given him her keys with Hyuna’s coaxing, he realised that they were not continuing to kiss. He turned, Sua was across Mizi’s lap with her face buried in Mizi’s neck and babbling incoherently, Mizi though, she was glaring daggers.

“You know I really hate you?” Mizi’s voice was filled with anger but soft as to not bother the shorter girl in her arms.

“Yes.” Luka almost wished they were still making out.

“Really?” she sounded skeptical, “How?”

“You beat the shit out of me, twice,” Luka explained,"in front of the entire school.”

“Yeah!” Mizi had a shit eating grin on her face, “You know that Hyunwoo hates you too? The only reason you aren’t dead is cuz you're dating Hyuna.”

“Yes Mizi, he helped you beat the shit out of me the second time.” Now Luka was sure he wanted them to keep making out.

“Good.” Mizi said this matter of factly. “Well did you know-”

“Actually,” Luka interrupted, god he hates managing drunk people,”I hadn’t realised that you and Sua had made it official, why don’t you focus on your girlfriend, kay?”

Mizi didn’t respond, instead she covered Sua’s ears then cradled her gently. She kept looking at her lovingly until Luka pulled up in her driveway.

“Why do you know where I live?” Mizi was gonna start yelling but Luka shushed her.

“Don’t wake up Sua.” Luka then explains,”Also, Hyuna comes here all the time, I drop her off pretty much every time.”

Mizi couldn’t argue with that so she just carefully took Sua out of the car. Sua had stopped her babbling but now wrapped her arms firmly around Mizi’s shoulders, her face still pressed against Mizi’s neck. Luka handed her the keys.

“Okay,” He was thankful his job was almost over,”Don’t shower right now, that's dangerous, just go to bed, make sure you change though, your clothes look uncomfortable.” He then turned, walked to the curb and started calling Hyuna to tell her that he was stuck at Mizi’s house without a ride.

Mizi managed to get Sua to support some of her own weight as she unlocked the door but she was clinging so cutely Mizi decided to use her cheerleading muscles to carry the smaller girl bridal style up to her room.

Luka watched silently, his phone ringing in his hand, the curtains to Mizi’s room were then shut. Hyuna’s voice came through, as a voicemail, Luka then panicked and called Hyuna again. Voicemail.

“Well fuck.”

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She woke up.

Mizi sat up, in her own home, in her own bed. Next to a mostly undressed Sua in her bed beside her own barely clothed person.

“Fuck”, she whispered to herself, she was scared. She had fucked up.

“Ngh mizi.” Sua muttered, and she reached out her pale arms to wrap around Mizi’s now missing body. Mizi froze. She turned and her eyes met Sua’s ethereal form. The soft curve of her hips, and the slim shape of her waist were both visible from under the sheets. The only part of Sua that couldn't be found from lifting that sheets was Sua’s chest, it was still covered,

By Mizi's t-shirt.

Fuck.

Sua was a light sleeper. Mizi definitely only had 5 more minutes at most before Sua woke up from her absence. So she decided to buy herself a little more time, she laid back down and put her arm back around Sua who grunted contentedly. Mizi sighed but decided to try and brainstorm ways to not make this awkward.

Then she fell asleep.

“Mizi,” a soft, gentle voice called, “Mizi.” A gentle hand brushed the hair off her face, Mizi slowly opened her eyes to be met with Sua, leaning over her and looking like an angel. Then everything rushed back to Mizi in a second and she panicked.

Mizi scrambled away from Sua, and stood up to apologize. Her head rushed aggressively and the light that had been warm and comforting just a moment ago was now drilling into her head violently.

She grunted and then heard an amused laugh from Sua, who was still sitting there and still wearing Mizi’s shirt while sitting in her bed and covered in hickeys. Mizi again opened her mouth to say something and nervously put her hand in her pocket.

That was when she realised she wasn’t wearing any pants.

Mizi’s eyes widened and in embarrassment, confusion, and complete mortification, collapsed onto the floor and curled into a ball.

Just a moment later Sua came to sit next to her and reassuringly ran her hand up and down Mizi’s back. Mizi didn’t move and while keeping her hands over her face in an attempt to hide her embarrassment she said,

“I’m sorry.” There was a pause and Mizi realised Sua was waiting for her to continue. “I don’t know what to say, I… well I mean you, and but.” Mizi was speaking slowly but she couldn’t collect her thoughts.

“When will your mom get home?” Sua asked, Mizi peaked through her hands in confusion. But when Sua simply started back Mizi decided to answer.

“About 3 in the afternoon.”

“Okay, well my parents are gone this week and I don’t really feel like explaining this … situation, to your mom.” Sua said, Mizi grimaced in response just imagining her moms shocked expression, “so why don’t we go over to mine? And then talk more about all… well you know, this later” Mizi sat up, looking Sua in the eye, was she really giving her a chance to explain herself? Thank god.
“Yeah sure.” Mizi tried to be nonchalant (guess how that went) and checked her phone, ignoring a few missed calls from Hyuna and Ivan, it was 1:30.
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They took turns showering and getting dressed, both agreeing to wear comfortable pajama-like clothing.

During this time Mizi tried to think of an excuse for her behavior, unfortunately, she was an awful liar so she couldn’t say that she regretted it and she couldn’t believably apologize for her actions unless Sua was genuinely disgusted. But Sua would’ve just left while Mizi was asleep if she hated her now right? Well maybe she just wanted to make sure that their lives weren’t too miserable from here on out seeing as they were incredibly close and spent all of their free time together. Mizi’s heart pounded, what if Sua wanted to just forget it? What if she hated it and never wanted to spend time with her again but she was just too kind to spring it on her as soon as she woke up?

“Hey Mizi?” Sua’s voice came from the bathroom, stepped closer as Sua opened the door. Mizi tried to keep her breathing calm as she took in the sight of Sua in her pajamas, dripping wet hair, no makeup, flushed skin from the shower, and exposed hickeys covering her neck (hickeys that filled Mizi with a sense of pride).

“Mizi?” Sua questioned.

“Uh. Yeah, what's up.” Mizi held back a grimace at how unintelligent her words sounded.

“How are we gonna deal with,” She gestured vaguely to her neck and then at Mizi’s, “ this?”

Mizi’s brow furrowed in confusion as she stepped into the small bathroom to look at her own neck. In her pink pajama top there were still at least 3 visible hickeys.

“Shit.”

“Did you really not notice?” Sua asked with a giggle.

“Well, I mean I saw these ones,” Mizi lifted her top to reveal 4 more hickeys littering her stomach, she tried to ignore the audible gasp that came from Sua,” but I didn’t check the mirror. My hair is still drying so..” she trailed off uselessly.

Mizi stepped forward and started rummaging through her drawers, sure she knew where her concealer was but there was no way Sua’s insanely pale skin would match as well. After a bit more digging Mizi produced another tube of concealer.

“Here,” she handed it to Sua,” This isn’t a perfect shade match but its full coverage.”

“Thanks,” Sua took it with a smile, “do you have a brush I could use?” Mizi paused and looked at Sua’s still soaking hair.

“Yeah but I don't have a dryer, my mom brought it with her,” she explained. She then went and grabbed the brush, cleaning it out before giving it over to Sua.

A small while later, after Sua dried her hair and Mizi tried not to stare too hard (it didn’t work), Sua asked for Mizi’s help again.

“Can you help with the mark right here?” Sua’s finger traced a small bruise that was on the base of her neck but that she couldn't quite see because it was towards the back of her neck.

“Of course.” Mizi said, walking back into the bathroom and trying to position herself so that she wasn’t pushing Sua. Sua moved her hair to the side and leaned her head forward to give Mizi better access. Mizi tried to keep her breathing stable as she leaned over her, carefully applying the concealer and trying not to imagine herself giving it to her last night. “ Ok all done.” She tried not to sound too disappointed, but really she was giving up proximity to Sua who wouldn't be disappointed?

“Do you want me to check you?” Sua asked, she sounded nervous. Mizi nodded wordlessly, she turned around and moved her hair. Sua’s breath hitched. “Okay, so there are a lot, pass the concealer.” Mizi did, she willed herself not to blush at the hint of pride in Sua’s words.

Sua applied the concealer quickly then the other side but then she paused.

“Okay, so I don’t know any other way to put this,” Sua started, failing to keep the smirk off her face, “This bite mark is too deep to put concealer on, actually we should probably put a bandaid.”

“The drawer there,” Mizi pointed, hiding her face, this however, did nothing as she was blushing all the way down her neck which was on display for Sua right now. Sua crouched to grab the kit and snickered while she was opening it, “You don’t seem very remorseful you know.”

“That’s because I'm not,” Sua said this matter of factly but it made Mizi’s brain run wild. Does that mean she does like me back? Like all the way? Like she might confess? Before Mizi’s brain could drown itself in the possibilities Sua put her mouth very close to Mizi’s ear and whispered,” Why would I be? It looks good on you anyways, I'll have to add another one once this once heals up.”

A shiver travels down Mizi’s spine and goosebumps spawn out of nowhere. She goes to tilt her head but Sua keeps it in place. She is sure that Sua can not just see the blush on her neck, but feel it with how hot Mizi is now.

Sua finishes putting a bandaid on Mizi’s neck with a small kiss. Mizi immediately spins around and grabs Sua.

“Wait,” Mizi had planned to be aggressively straight forward and ask Sua until she gave a clear answer, but now looking into Sua’s eyes she could tell that it had been hard for her to flirt like that and she had been risking alot. Mizi paused, she brought Sua into a tight hug, trying desperately to reassure her. “I hope you do leave another one, bite I mean. I liked it, and I like you Sua. I want to date you and I don’t want last night to have any affect on us going forward.”

Sua froze.

Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck shit.

Mizi could die, she had just put it out there, wow. She tried to calm herself but then she realised Sua was running her hand through her hair soothingly. That's good right?

“Thank you,” Sua started, fuck thats the start of a polite rejection isn’t it,”thank you so much Mizi, I dont know if I would’ve done it myself even given the time we have left today.” she pulled away so they could look each other in their watery eyes. “Plus it's a good thing we got this over with early, now we have my house all week.” She ended her statement with a wink.

“We still have school,” Mizi said, trying to hide her excitement,”but I couldn't ask for anything more.” and with that Mizi pulled Sua back into a hug.

Sua hugged back, but only for a moment before she pulled away to bring their lips together. The kiss was warm but it only lasted for a moment because Mizi was smiling so much.

“I want to date you too” Sua panted, “I know I just agreed but I want to make sure it's clear, we are dating, and girlfriends, not just some weird thing in between right?”

“Sua,” Mizi started, still breathless from the kiss,”We have spent years stuck in that in between state, there is no way I’m letting us slip back into that.”