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1. my head is so bad tonight. love me. love me. by defenestr8now

   Fandoms: Carrie - Stephen King, Carrie (1976), Carrie - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F, F/M, Multi
   • Work in Progress

   30 Nov 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Susan Snell/Carrie White
   • Tommy Ross/Susan Snell
   • Tommy Ross/Susan Snell/Carrie White
   • Chris Hargensen/Susan Snell
   • Susan Snell
   • Tommy Ross
   • Carrie White
   • Chris Hargensen
   • Warnings May Change
   • Additional Warnings Apply
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Bullying
   • Menstruation
   • off-handed mentions of fatphobia
   • repressed queerness
   • well-meaning but ultimately clueless boyfriend of a closeted bisexual woman
   • Tonight's episode: The Writer's Barely-Disguised Fetish
   • (it's hands dont worry)
   • Fingering
   • sex as a coping mechanism
   • Masturbation
   • Fantasizing
   • Homophobic Language
   • Intrusive Thoughts
   • telekinesis (mentioned)
   • Phone Calls & Telephones
   • Love Confessions
   • Attempted Seduction
   • sex by proxy

   Summary

   "whenever anything important happens in america, they have to gold-plate it, like baby shoes. that way you can forget it."

   deeply canon-divergent (mostly centered around the 1976 movie and the novel with a couple shakes of musical thrown in) "fix-it fic" that intentionally misses the narrative point of the story of Stephen King's Carrie in order to fulfill my own twisted desires. and by twisted desires i mean carrie white getting loved and cherished (and yes, eventually, fucked so good she turns her back on god). focused on sue's perspective.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   11,810

   Chapters:

   4/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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