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Knowing all the terrible things that Choromatsu had done for them wasn’t enough to stop the brothers from having these taboo feelings, they should hate themselves for it. When he told them, with a smile, the sole reason as to why he done such horrible things, their hearts fluttered. If others heard about it, they couldn’t blame the people for calling them insane because they knew that they were just that. Completely not right in the head for falling for their yandere of a brother.
They knew if they wanted anything from Choromatsu all they had to do was ask and he would do it without hesitation, but the thing it, they also knew their love was one-sided. Despite what the green matsuno brother may say, it wasn’t a secret that his love for his brothers was nothing more than platonic. You could tell just by the look in his eyes, they all knew he wouldn’t love them like they love him.
However, something as simple as that doesn’t stop them from being close with Choromatsu. They continued to stay by his side, not caring about the fact that he was a cold-blooded murderer, they just try to ignore that part of him. If you look past the whole crazy psycho part you could see such a great brother. Yeah, a brother. Not a lover. It hurts them knowing how their love will never be returned, because Choromatsu can’t force himself to truly love them more than brothers.
Whenever they thought about the green Matsuno brother, their minds would be filled with sick, incestous thoughts, and the worst part in all this was how each and everyone of them felt the same way toward him. Of course that would make their situation even worse since he’s the type of brother that wouldn’t want something as lusting over your brother come between the, he cares for all of them equally. Never picking one brother over the other. With this in mind, a relationship would never work. Even knowing all of this, no matter how hard they try, these sick, grotest feelings won’t escape them. They love their murderer brother, and nothing will ever change that.
Morning arrived, all six of the brothers sat around the table, eating their breakfast as they chatted with one another. Silence arouse when Jyushimatsu stood from the table. “NiiSan! NiiSan!” He made his way around until he was by Choromatsu’s side, hugging his arm. “Give me a good morning kiss, NiiSan!” The green hoodie brother laughed softly and responded by planting a kiss on his forehead, when he pulled away he was greeted by his younger brother’s pouty face. “No, NiiSan!” He pulled his brother into a tight embrace, hugging him. “On the lips, NiiSan!” Choromatsu stared blankly at him for a few moments before giving him a quick peck on the lips.
“Choromatsu-NiiSan! Me too!” Todomatsu quickly spoke out as the two brothers pulled away from their kiss, him now being by the older brother’s side. “I want a good morning kiss too!”
“...I want one too…”
“One for me as well, brother.”
“Don’t forget about your favorite NiiSan!”
After that little incident had happened, once every brother wake up from their slumber they would receive their morning kiss from Choromatsu, who didn’t seem to mind it, when they finish getting ready for the day. He didn’t mind it only because he didn’t think much of it to begin with. To him, there weren’t any intimacy feelings whenever their lips would touch, the green Matsuno brother thought that kissing between siblings didn’t really count. So whenever any of his brothers asked for a kiss he would do it with a smile and give them a platonic kiss. A kiss meant for a brother.
To them, it felt wrong. Not because it was incestous which is taboo but because their feelings were completely one-sided, it felt as though they were forcing Choromatsu into this kind of relationship.
Whenever Osomatsu got his morning kiss, he thought about how he wanted it to last longer, to deepened the kiss and have their tongues dance with one another. He stared at the third brother sitting on the couch, reading one of his books for the past half hour. Thoughts of all the his fantasy he could do with his brother played in his mind, all he had to do is ask and his sinful wishes would come true. “Choromatsu,” he quickly gained the other’s attention but what would he say now? ‘Hey bro, let's fuck?’ Obviously he didn't think things through, something Choromatsu had told him countless of times, think your plans through or they’ll be bound to fail. Still, to get his way was so simple, his young brother told them he loves them more than anything so this should be fine and yet it wasn't. “Did you want something,” How desperately he wanted to say what was on his mind, how much he wanted him but he couldn’t. As the eldest brother he shouldn’t do something like take advantage of his young brother. “I was thinking of going to pachinko, do you want to come?” The only thing he could gain from him is his company. “Alright.”
Karamatsu noticed the way Choromatsu looked at that Dayoon girl from way back when, he could tell that his young brother truly loved that girl and how much it had pained him when they had to leave her. But with the way he looked at her and the way he looked at them, he felt jealous, how the ways were completely different. Upon receiving his good morning kiss from his younger brother, Karamatsu thought about what kind of relationship would there be if Choromatsu had returned their feelings. Perhaps all six of them could form a relationship, but would that really work? A three-way relationship isn’t one of the most stable relationships one could ask for, but it beats being in this platonic one. “Brother,” he walked into their room, Choromatsu was writing something down in his notebook, one of the many he had. When he spoke his young brother turned his way, giving a soft smile showing that he got his attention, something the other brothers don’t do, which is why he grew to love him. “Will you join me in a serenade on the roof top? Playing so that all could hear the art that is music.” Usually, it was only Jyushimatsu who would join him but lately, Choromatsu has been enjoying his music. “Of course,” he loves spending time with his brothers, but it was different whenever he was with Choromatsu.
Usually, he wouldn’t say that the relationship he had with Choromatsu was the greatest, in fact, in the past the two were hardly ever together it was to the point where Ichimatsu thought his older brother hated him but upon hearing that he murder for them, he didn’t know what to think. Lately Choromatsu has been extremely kind to him, help feeding his cats in the alley, taking him to local cat cafes, keeping him company whenever he were feeling lonely and Jyushimatsu weren’t around. He wasn’t good at being close with people, it was strange, how he felt differently with Choromatsu than he did with Jyushimatsu, they practically did the same things with him but whenever it was with the green matsu, he would get a warm feeling in his, heart, thinking about being close to him, feeling him. Every day when he gets his morning kiss it sends shivers down his spine, he felt soft against his lips giving enjoyment. Even if he did choose to return their feelings he wouldn’t pick trash like himself, he’ll probably pick Karamatsu or Osomatsu, they’re probably the better pick for a lover anyway. He wouldn’t be able to satisfy him like either brother would. It hurt. His brother was so kind to him, he had these feelings for him, but they would never be returned.
Choromatsu was patient with him, and he like that about him, he like everything about him. He did skits with him, wore a dress with him went and played baseball with him, he is a kind older brother, Jyushimatsu thinks. Sure he's done some horrible things, but he did it with good intentions, right? He done what he did because he had a reason for it, right? Either way, he couldn't stay mad at him, he really loves his brother, he always looks forward for his morning kiss every day he wakes up. One of his favorite thing to ask his brother is to play baseball with him, but just like the others, there were times where he would like to ask more from Choromatsu, to do things with him but he could never bring himself to say so. “NiiSan! NiiSan! Hug!” Choromatsu smiled and pulled his younger brother into an embrace, it was soft and warm, making Jyushimatsu’s heart flutter, he wasn't sure how it was possible but in the embrace made his smile went even wider. “I love you, NiiSan! Let's play baseball later, okay?!” With a small laughter, Choromatsu smiled. “Yes, alright. We’ll play baseball later.” In the end, it wasn't what he truly wanted from his older brother but it was good enough to satisfy him, just being this close to him.
Their morning kiss lasted longer than the others, because he was the baby he usually gets what he wanted, he asked Choromatsu for a longer kiss so he gave it to him, but he really never had the nerve to ask for more than that. Out of all his brothers, Todomatsu was most affectionate with Choromatsu, hugging him, kissing him, to the green hoodie brother it was nothing more than the baby of the family being cute, which bothered him. Sure he was the youngest of the six, sure he did whatever it took to look cute in front of others, but his feelings for his older brother was genuine but because of the way he acted he wouldn’t see it that way. The two of them laid on the couch, his head resting on the elder’s shoulder, he was looking through his phone while the other read a book. “Choromatsu-NiiSan, I’m tired,” he didn’t have much to do with Choromatsu, they both had completely different taste in everything, music, fashion, ways to spend their free time, it was weird that the two of them were brothers. Hearing that his own brother was a murderer frighten him a bit, but in a way, it made him feel safer whenever he was around him. “Just sleep here,” his hand patted the younger’s hair in a calming manner, “I’ll wake you up before dinner.” A smile formed on his face as he drifted into slumber, enjoying the warm coming from his older brother.
Whenever Choronmatsu came home late at night they would no longer question him, because they know where he’s been, they all know what he was doing. Although, if anyone else asks where the green Matsuno brother was the others would reply by saying he was here all night, sleeping right in between Osomatsu and Jyushimatsu and nowhere else. No one would question them, Choromatsu was able to easily hide all the evidence before he leaves the area so they won’t be able to track it back to him. That was frightening, the way he could easily get away with this, and make it as though it never happened, but if it meant that he doesn’t leave their side then they’re fine with it.
All of the were in their room, mid day, doing nothing but laying around and wasting time. Every now and then they would glance at Choromatsu, watching him as he reads his book. They been looking at him for awhile now and just noticed the little things about him, how his eyes now have dark circles under them, how his teeth have been becoming sharper recently, how his eyes look empty and dark. Despite that, the smile he gives them her true, the hugs he gave them were full of life and warmth. They really do love him but not in a way that he loves them, and that hurts.
“I made you all dinner!” Choromatsu shouted from downstairs in the kitchen, it wasn’t long before they all made their way downstairs, sat around the table and watched as Choromatsu place their food in front of them before heading back into the kitchen to clean up. “I hope you all enjoy.” Until he came back, they ate in silence.