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Do not leave me in this abyss where I cannot find you

Summary:

What happens to the Dark Lord and the Lady of the Wood's connection when the dark fortress falls at the end of Return of the King?

Notes:

The latest in my Poems of Power Series! I haven't written a poem in a while so I hope you enjoy.

Apologises for the angst (again) but I was inspired by some tweets about the end of the Return of the King and the Wuthering Heights/Haladriel connections and this poem took over my brain.

(See the end of the work for more notes.)

Work Text:

 The golden ring

 

Falls

 

Into the molten belly of the mountain

And is unmade,

Bleeding back into the fire

From whence it came.

 

The dark tower

 

Falls

 

As the power of the Dark Lord

Fails in a blinding flash, 

and he is no longer bound

To the ring, to anything.

 

The Lady of the Woods

 

Falls

 

Down to her knees as she senses

The unmaking of the ring, 

And him, as his mind slips free,

Undone by his schemes and ambitions.

 

Two voices screaming on the air

In shock and pain

 

Her scream is laced with grief and loss,

She lost him that day by the river but there was

A part of her that held on to the smallest fragment

Of hope that something would change,

And he would take the path towards the light,

Back to her.

 

His scream is laced with fear,

For what now?  What awaits him

Except the cold, devastating darkness

And not the warm, safe embrace of her arms

That he has so longed for despite the battle lines

They drew so very long ago.

 

She has been so reliant on the fact that he was

always there these ages past, her enemy

Yet her counterpart in every way, and for him to

Not be there moving forward, save only in

Her memories, is earth shattering and

Her heart cannot bear that burden.

 

This world would be forever strange to her

Without him, he had always been in her mind,

And now he is gone,

Spirit scattered on the wind,

Broken beyond all care and recognition,

The rock on which she unconsciously leant

For stability if nothing else

Has been removed.  

 

And she is so very adrift without him

Notes:

Title Comes from Emily Brontë, Wuthering Heights, one of the quotes to inspire this piece:
“Be with me always - take any form - drive me mad! only do not leave me in this abyss, where I cannot find you! Oh, God! it is unutterable! I can not live without my life! I can not live without my soul!”

Second Wuthering Heights Quote (thanks to Mari for posting this):
"'It is not,' retorted she; 'it is the best! The others were the satisfaction of my whims: and for Edgar's sake, too, to satisfy him. This is for the sake of one who comprehends in his person my feelings to Edgar and myself. I cannot express it; but surely you and everybody have a notion that there is or should be an existence of yours beyond you. What were the use of my creation, if I were entirely contained here? My great miseries in this world have been Heathcliff's miseries, and I watched and felt each from the beginning: my great thought in living is himself. If all else perished, and HE remained, I should still continue to be; and if all else remained, and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a mighty stranger: I should not seem a part of it. - My love for Linton is like the foliage in the woods: time will change it, I'm well aware, as winter changes the trees. My love for Heathcliff resembles the eternal rocks beneath: a source of little visible delight, but necessary. Nelly, I AM Heathcliff! He's always, always in my mind: not as a pleasure, any more than I am always a pleasure to myself, but as my own being. So don't talk of our separation again: it is impracticable; and - '"

Quote from the The Return of The King (thanks to Glanwen for posting this)
“The magnitude of his own 𝖋𝖔𝖑𝖑y was revealed to him in a blinding flash, and all the devices of his enemies were at last laid bare. [...] From all his policies and webs of fear and treachery, from all his stratagems and wars his mind shook 𝖋𝖗𝖊𝖊.”

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