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1. Getting Through, Getting There by NJ_Collins

   Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   09 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Castiel/Dean Winchester
   • Castiel (Supernatural)
   • Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester Needs Help
   • To Help Sam
   • Dean Does Things To Get Through To Cas
   • Who Got Kinda Brainwashed By Heaven
   • First Kiss
   • feelings confessions
   • Dean Winchester Uses Actual Words
   • Season 4 Castiel
   • Inexperienced Angel Cas
   • driving and thinking
   • Sharing a Room
   • Smut
   • First Time
   • Bottom Castiel/Top Dean Winchester
   • Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester
   • Dean Winchester Gets Hit By Emotions
   • They Don't Call It Lovemaking For Nothing
   • Mild emotional hurt/comfort
   • Complete

   Summary

   “Goddamn, Cas, I really need your help!”
   “I can’t, Dean.”
   “You’re letting me down, now that Sam’s gone and Bobby’s mad at me for driving him away? Great, just great.”
   “I told you…”
   Dean doesn’t wait for the angel to finish his excuse. He is sick and tired of those anyway. Of this hollow shell of the Cas he thought he had gotten the hang of. This is what heaven spit back out? He won’t have it. He can’t! He needs his…he needs Cas back!

   This is early Cas, and freshly brainwashed by heaven, too.
   While Dean is desperate to find Sam, who is back at drinking demon blood.
   That's where the story begins.

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   English

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