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Bucky knows all too well what it’s like to fall into a bottomless pit, to spiral until the edges of himself blur and vanish, swallowed by darkness he can’t escape. Pain, submission, and need have become his strange lifelines, ways to feel something real when everything else threatens to dissolve. And always, Steve and Sam have been there, catching the pieces of him he thought were lost.
He knows it’s wrong, but it’s the only way he knows to stay tethered, to keep from disappearing into the emotional void that drags him back into his past. Every touch, every contact, every ruthless motion presses into him like fire and water colliding—pain and pleasure merging until he can no longer tell if there was ever any limit to what they could take from him.
Bad habits always end badly, but Bucky can’t help falling back into them, at least not when he knows Steve and Sam will be there to keep him from being consumed by his own shadows.