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1. the inner monologue of yuta nakamoto by nyt1

   Fandoms: NCT (Band)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   20 Sep 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Dong Si Cheng | WinWin/Nakamoto Yuta
   • Nakamoto Yuta
   • Dong Sicheng | Winwin
   • Kinda religious
   • yuta is his baobao
   • Homophobia
   • bisexual winwin agenda
   • a hint of smoking
   • our youth coded iykyk
   • does yuta worship winwin more than he worships god????
   • a bit of fingering there
   • no sex tho
   • a little bit of jerking off here
   • yuta bottom lowk

   Summary

   Sicheng wasn’t the religious kind, and only went to church to make his parents happy. He wasn’t necessarily a bad person for smoking, Yuta tells himself. Yuta welcomed the scent with another kiss, one that surprised him for two reasons:

   One, he knew it was wrong to be kissing someone that wasn’t a girl. Sicheng wasn’t a girl; he was a boy. Yuta did his best to trick his mind into making him believe that he was kissing a girl, and that there was nothing wrong with what he was doing– that the soft lips that he was growing obsessed with belonged to some classmate of his.

   Two, Sicheng didn’t pull away.

   or

   Yuta thinks what he feels for Sicheng is more than what God allows.

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