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1. I only want your heart by freetheworld

   Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • F/M
   • Work in Progress

   06 Jan 2026

   Tags

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   • Elain Archeron/Lucien Vanserra
   • Elain Archeron
   • Lucien Vanserra
   • Eris Vanserra
   • Feyre Archeron
   • Nesta Archeron
   • Elain Archeron-centric
   • Sad Elain Archeron
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Angst
   • Eventual smut (i think)
   • I have no idea where this is going
   • First Post
   • Elain Archeron/Lucien Vanserra - Freeform
   • Lucien Vanserra Deserves Better
   • Sassy Lucien Vanserra
   • Sad Lucien Vanserra
   • anti-IC
   • got tired of rereading fanfics about them so decided to make my own
   • The Autumn Court (A Court of Thorns and Roses)
   • Pining
   • Jealousy
   • Hurt
   • Misunderstandings
   • Growth
   • Mating Bond
   • Witty Elain Archeron
   • They argue a lot ok
   • idiots to lovers
   • Canon Compliant
   • Mystery and Intrigue
   • Elain and love of animals
   • Plot
   • Eris is a diva

   Summary

   An Elucien epilogue.

   Set post the ACOSF bonus-chapter, Elain is withering away at the nightcourt, a shell of herself lost in a foreign body and world, haunted by visions and a mating bond she doesn't want. In the end, nothing is keeping her at the nightcourt and something is lulling her out. When everything around her is unfamiliar, will she let a more and more familiar mate help her get through?

   will try to update reguarly - remember, comments are good for the soul C:

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