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1. Cogito, ergo sum (I think, therefore I am) by Cas_pian

   Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Multi
   • Work in Progress

   23 Nov 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Neil Josten/Andrew Minyard
   • Neil Josten & Andrew Minyard
   • Kevin Day & Neil Josten & Andrew Minyard
   • Neil Josten & David Wymack
   • Neil Josten & Renee Walker
   • Nicky Hemmick & Neil Josten
   • The Foxes | Palmetto State Foxes Members & Neil Josten
   • Other Relationship Tags to Be Added
   • Neil Josten
   • Andrew Minyard
   • Kevin Day
   • Nicky Hemmick
   • David Wymack
   • Abby Winfield
   • Renee Walker (All For The Game)
   • The Foxes | Palmetto State Foxes Members (All For The Game)
   • Other Character Tags to Be Added
   • Emilia Koller
   • Sloane Beaufoy
   • Elias Buhl
   • POV Neil Josten
   • BAMF Neil Josten
   • Asexual Neil Josten
   • Unmedicated Andrew Minyard
   • Protective Andrew Minyard
   • Possessive Andrew Minyard
   • Protective Neil Josten
   • Andrew Minyard Has Feelings
   • Gay Disaster Andrew Minyard
   • Pining
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Canonical Character Death
   • Past Rape/Non-con
   • Implied/Referenced Underage Prostitution
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Past Child Abuse
   • Scars
   • Knives
   • Not Beta Read
   • Anxiety
   • Panic Attacks
   • Past underground fighting
   • I'm not sure if what Neil has counts as selective mutism but he does go non verbal sometimes
   • CPTSD
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • (?)
   • Angst
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Fluff But Like Andreil Fluff
   • Gratuitous Amounts Of Cigarettes Smoked And Littered
   • This Narrative Is Haunted By Everyone Neil's Ever Met

   Summary

   I think, therefore I am.

   Neil Josten has spent his whole life running. He knows the rules: keep moving, keep lying, keep quiet. But when a chance at something more dangerous than safety drags him off the sidelines, Neil finds himself caught between a past he can't run from and a future he didn't think he could have.

   Or what if Neil was a little more anxious, a little more traumatised and a little more scary.

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   English

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