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                         (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤Phuwin's POV:

A new day began.

Phuwin woke up with a small yawn escaping his mouth. The morning rays of the sun slipped through his window, a warm caress on his face forcing him to open his eyes.

Too bright.

He knew the day was going to be too hectic. He had schedules left and right with a shooting in the morning for his upcoming series and a private event to attend in the evening. Thinking about it made him weary, but he never complained.

He loved his work.

Phuwin woke up, completed his morning routine and wore a crisp white t-shirt and black jeans like he had coordinated with Pond for the day.

Yes, they coordinated their outfits everyday. It was one of the subtle ways of making their fans go crazy over them.

He proceeded to the hall of his condo, and had his breakfast which was some tea and a sandwich. He went on to make two sandwiches, one for him and one for Pond because he knew Pond would have woken up late and forgotten to have his breakfast.

At this point, he knew Pond's schedules better than he knew his own. The time of his alarm, his allergies, his moods , what made him smile, laugh and many more.

He had also categorised his smiles: the cheeky one when he did something naughty, the half smile when he thought being tough was the only way when things went a little haywire, and that soft smile that was reserved only for special moments.

The one that screamed " I adore you, only you." Phuwin valued that smile of his the most.

They were still "Partners" and not more though. Somehow, that thought itched him more than ever that day.

By then,his phone pinged with a call. Pond. A faint smile spread over his face.

This was their life now. The past five years had gone in the blink of an eye as they walked together hand in hand and now, it felt as if one could not exist without the other.

No sudden realisations or declarations.

It was just how their relationship had progressed over the years.

And now, they were in the so called, " Situationship" phase where neither could actually accept their true feelings.

They were between friends and something more. He picked the call.

"Hey! I am waiting outside Phuwin. Are you ready?"

Ready he was for the day, but not for the way Pond's deep voice caused his insides to light up with a zing. His morning voice was just one of Phuwin's favourite things about him in a list he had, which would probably be too long to count.

" Yes...Coming down in two minutes...By the way, did you have your breakfast?"

" Yeah I did.." " And what was that?"

"Some coffee?"

" I am bringing you something better."

A sigh and he knew Pond would agree.

He smiled as he walked down to the car and as the window rolled down, an ever bright Pond came into view.

Phuwin's day instantly became a thousand times better. Phuwin proceeded to give him the sandwich he had managed to put together in five minutes and Pond accepted it with an ease that seemed to be bound to their connection. They started to the shooting location.

A quiet silence settled between them. This silence didn't bring an uncomfortable feeling along with it. It harboured solace and content. It was also because of the fact that they stayed together the whole time except for when they slept.

Sometimes, they had sleepovers too. It depended on their works and moods. Even with individual schedules, they would plan to meet , go to their favourite lowkey restaurant, have their favourite tempura fish and thai pad, go to parks after if they wanted to and just enjoy being themselves.

Everything that happened in one's life, the other knew because they were always together.

" You are deep into your thoughts Phuwin. What happened?" Pond's calm voice spoke and Phuwin turned to look at him.

" Oh! I was just...thinking about something." " And what is that 'something' about?"

You. Us.

Phuwin wanted to tell him that he had just envisioned a scenario while he made their sandwiches that morning.

Phuwin and Pond together in their home.

Pond's arms hold Phuwin's smaller frame in a backhug while he keeps peppering small kisses on Phuwin's sensitive neck as he prepares their morning coffee.

Phuwin asks Pond to stop with a sulk. They both know that he enjoys it secretly though.

Phuwin melts under Pond's warm smile as he helps him make the breakfast together. They talk about everything and nothing.

Sweet whispers and honeyed smiles. The feeling that he is truly his. 

A fixed label.

His boyfriend.

Not just for the cameras or for the flashes.

This love seemed to spread over them like a warm blanket on a winter night with some hot chocolate.

"It was...just me overthinking Pond. Don't mind."

" I mind everything when it comes to you Phuwin. Tell me what made you overthink. Even if I can't fix it, maybe I will be there for you." Pond seemed to be genuinely interested in knowing about his mood.

He looked concerned. He cared. Phuwin seemed to perceive that expression with a bit more clarity. It was just another day, then why was it that Phuwin could not help looking at all those actions of Pond in a new scope?

He decided to shut his thoughts down.

" Don't worry Pond...I will tell you if something bothers me. I was just thinking about our schedules lately. It is quite hectic. I am not complaining. It's just that, will we be able to give our best?"

" It's just the morning and you already have such deep thoughts? Everything is fine Phuwin. I promise you we will give our best and our fans will love our work too. Okay naa? "

Pond chuckled with a fondness while caressing Phuwin's hand in soothing circles in the way he knew would relax him.

Phuwin noticed it.

He kept noticing every little thing today. He just nodded with a small smile as he tried not to quiver under that touch.

And lean into it too.

They reached the shooting location. The shooting crew had already started their work, the buzz and noise of the cameras rolling, clutters opening and shutting , loud discussions among the members that seemed to divert Phuwin from whatever tricks his mind was playing with him.

                       (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤Pond's POV:

Pond had noticed the slight hunch in Phuwin's shoulders. He knew him inside out.

Phuwin seemed to be lost in his thoughts, a little frown resting on his eyebrows that made Pond restless.

He wanted to solve whatever problem his partner was going through.

It was as if his inner protectiveness screamed " Make him feel better..Make him happy...Is he sulking? Ask him why!! " when Phuwin was concerned.

He wanted to protect him from this world. And sometimes, his own thoughts that seemed to take a toll on him.

They were called into the room to change into their outfits for the day. Just after the crew completed his makeup, he noticed that Phuwin was missing.

When he asked them about him, they just laughed and informed him that he was in the washroom. Pond smiled sheepishly knowing they would tease him a lot for not being able to stay away from his partner for long. He didn't care about it though.

He needed to see Phuwin for himself and confirm that he was fine.

He walked towards the washroom and clicked the door open. He saw Phuwin facing the mirror with a forlorn expression in his face.

His breaths were a little uneven.

Like he was struck.

Like he needed to let it out of his chest.

Something was definitely wrong. Pond knew what to do. His footsteps echoed on the ground as he reached Phuwin and gently encircled his arms around his waist in a backhug.

He was sure that Phuwin would be fine with what he was doing because Phuwin could identify him with his scent.

The small sigh of relief that left Phuwin's mouth was indication enough that he needed the hug.

They were so in tune with each other that when one felt some emotion, the other felt it too.

Phuwin turned to face him and right then, a small blush seemed to overtake his cheeks. Pond couldn't help but grasp with an awe that it was not just the makeup, it was him.

The barely noticeable pink tint on his cheeks were a result of Pond being close to him. And somehow, Pond wanted it all to himself.

Had he just thought like Mr. Thee?

As he tried collecting his thoughts, a sudden grip of Phuwin's arms around his neck caught him off guard for several reasons.

One being Phuwin was not into skinship, at least not in public when he knew anyone could enter and see them in this vulnerable position.

His heart seemed to thump out of its place, as Phuwin buried his face into his neck, purring a gentle whisper along with a contented hum.

He regained his ability to breathe and wrapped his arms around Phuwin's smaller frame. Pond looked at himself in the mirror.

He realized then, what everyone around them teased him about. His ears were as red as tomatoes. It was as if his body betrayed him even if he wanted to hide his shyness.

Phuwin stepped back after having fully satisfied with the hug and looked at him. " Recharged now?" Pond asked while stroking his cheeks and Phuwin agreed with a toothy grin.

" Can you tell me why though? What happened Phuwin?"

" Oh..it was nothing...Like you said, I needed the recharging...and now, I am all ready for today." He replied while stretching his arms in an exaggerated manner.

He looked as cute as an adorable avalanche and right then, Pond wanted to kiss him senseless and claim him as his.

The thought had been going on in his mind for a while.

" Why did you follow me here though?" Phuwin questioned in a mischievous tone. 

"I just...Came to reherse my lines..yes." What a poor excuse?!?

Pond palmed his forehead mentally. 

"Oh! Let's go to the actual shooting spot then, I have to reherse my lines too.." Phuwin smirked having seen through his lie.

Pond shook his head with a small chuckle and followed him.

Phuwin first, him next, like a shadow.

Always protecting.

A golden retriever puppy as his partner liked to call him.

The day unfolded then. Rehearsals happened. Scenes were shot.

A lot of takes, laughs and zest. The atmosphere seemed to thrive in an elaborate bustle as all the actors seemed to deliver their lines, while trying hard not to burst out in a fit of laughter. The director and crew members had a really good synergy which helped the smooth flow of events.

Phuwin as Peach and Pond as Thee were going to be famous.

He just knew. It was in the way his character was a certified copy of him.

Usually the characters that actors played bled into their own lives, but this time it was the other way around because Pond had bled his own traits into the character of Mr. Thee.

The shoot completed with exhausted but satisfied smiles. It was almost five in the evening. They had to get ready for the private event now.

As they removed their makeup, Pond looked at Phuwin who was taking off his lip gloss. " Tired yet? "he asked while getting his suit for the evening.

" A bit. Honestly, I would rather be on my bed sleeping, but duty calls ." Phuwin answered with a shrug and a smile.

Pond had been observing him the whole day. Phuwin had struck close to Pond throughout the shoot.

Closer than usual.

A little brush of hands.

Subtle playful glances that seemed to ignite his heart, little tickles when he thought no one noticed. Him sleeping on his lap while rehersing the lines.

Phuwin had looked at him with those dreamy eyes, not just while they were shooting the scene, but also after.

Like he was Phuwin, not just Peach.

Pond had to control himself not to kiss those red lips that seemed to allure him.

Something had changed. Pond could feel it. He was scared to face it though and like always, he decided to ignore it.

They got ready at the shooting place to go to the event.

A chequered ironed grey suit with a shimmering elegant broach that excluded regal power, a silver chain and bracelet to go with it adorned Pond. His hair had been styled to perfection with a few strands falling on his face, a wavy look that matched his style.

He looked striking.

As he turned to look at Phuwin, his breath caught as always.

No matter how many times, Phuwin in a suit would always be his guilty pleasure.

Tailored to look pristine and alluring, Phuwin was styled in a black suit that seemed to compliment his honey skin in the most exotic manner, his almost chin length brown hair styled immaculate making him look like the dashing prince he was.

His prince.

The obsession that Pond felt with Phuwin seemed to heighten at that moment.

His. All his.

And in a flash, a little that seemd to take over his head scenario shook his entire existence.

"Phuwin stands on the entrance of the hall and a bouquet of flowers.

Pond stands on the other end waiting for him to get to him.

His nerves betray him as he tries his best not to run there and hug him.

The longest wait in his life. Phuwin finally reaches him and extends his hands like an invitation to forever.

Pond's eyes are so watery he can't see Phuwin properly , but he takes his hand to pull him up anyways

. A ring on his finger.

An oath.

" I take Pond Naravit Lertratkosum as my lawful wedded husband." 

"I take Phuwin Tangsakyuen as my lawful wedded husband."

In sickness and in health.

Officially his. Forever.

A kiss to seal the deal."

"Pond...you look as handsome as always.."

Phuwin's affectionate voice seemed to pull Pond put of his daydream which included things he was not sure were really his because they seemed so real.

He had never wanted anything more then. He had sure seen a future where they worked together, but this? This was way more than that. This was a whole life with their souls intertwined with each other.

Pond realised with a certainty that shook his core. He wanted to go "All in".

With Phuwin. He managed to gather his voice, " And you Phuwin, always the regal prince huh?" he replied as he walked towards Phuwin and dusted an imaginary patch on his suit.

" Thank you Nara, you never fail to compliment me and it just gives me those tingles you know?"

Oh he knew all too well about those tickles. He got them too.

A chuckle and then, "Let's go for the event now shall we?"

Pond shook his head in a yes and silently followed. It was a private event.

They did not have to keep up much with the cameras. Pond let out a sigh of relief.

He could take a rest from all those stares and views. Maybe that would help Phuwin feel a little better too.

And a round of chocolate ice cream to lift his spirits. After the event, he made a mental note to himself as they got into the car.

              (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤Phuwin's POV:

The event was set in grandiose fashion.

Chandeliers seemed to sparkle around, and the sound of champagne glasses, too loud among the hushed voices and high pitched laughs.

As they reached the venue, they met with their friends. Joong who was taking photos, placed his camera at the right angle to take a candid picture of Pond when he was busy talking with one of the sponsors.

"Perfect fucking shot.", he huffed with a proud smile. " Phuwin, come here! See this photo. He looks so fucking handsome. Oh god ! I am so good at taking candid pics!!!"

Phuwin chuckled as he went near him and looked at Pond's photo.

His heart seemed flip flop and thunder against his ribcage. Don't mistake, for this had been the condition of his heart for as long as he had known Pond.

In simple words, Pond was the definition of hot and smart in his dictionary.

He looked so well built, his frame entirely too attractive to be true.

And right then, Phuwin could not help but imagine kissing those plump lips holding that  waist and they took turns devouring each other.

Fuck. FUCK!

Phuwin's mind was on overdrive. He wanted to stop his thoughts.

It would be a lie to tell that he had not gotten those thoughts before, but that day, they seemed particularly loud, pushing Phuwin to acknowledge it.

" Phuwin! Common, that's our seat. Let's sit and talk.", Pond spoke as he ushered Phuwin with his hands around his waist .

Phuwin went to sit near him while acknowledging how good the grip of his arms felt.

Safe. Secure.

The moment everyone settled, Joong spoke, " Not a comment on my photo?"

Joong had a pout on his face that seemed to make him look like a puppy.

" Uhmm...Yeah, you are one of the greatest photographers of all time. Send the photo to me too." ,

Phuwin replied with a small smile.

He wanted to be sarcastic, but the photo was etched in his mind, like a craving on stone. By then, Dunk had also joined them with Joong now taking photos of his "muse".

The moment Phuwin had settled into his place, he allowed the exhaustion to creep into his bones.

This was not just physical.

It also included the mental exhaustion that his thoughts held.

The work, schedules, travelling , his overthinking all together had somehow brought him to the brink of him being drained and right then, when Pond's hands caressed his thighs under the table in a soothing manner, he let out a slow breath.

Pond knew.

" Two hours or soPhuwin, let's slip away from the chaos then. Deal?" a whisper in his ears and Phuwin nodded, greatful that Pond understood.

It was time to drink.

Pond refused to have the drinks, as he had to drive them back home but got one for Phuwin anyways. 

"Will help you loosen up a bit." was what he said as he passed the glass to him.

One glass in and Phuwin could feel the buzz thrumming in his veins.

His thoughts seemed to slow down. Two glasses in and his inhibitions seemed to lower too.

He managed to get a little closer to Pond.

Pond, who was still holding his thighs as if to say, " I am still here."

It had been three hours since they had arrived. There were jokes thrown around and merry laughs.

Phuwin was now holding the fourth glass in his hands, fully buzzed with alcohol.

Every pair there had gotten a little comfier than before.

Est had his arms around William as they did a tiktok challenge together.

Gemini was deep in conversation with Fourth who seemed to be into the conversation.

Phuwin did not participate much though. He kept glancing at Pond who was engaged in a conversation with Joong and Dunk.

His Pond. His partner.

And so, he wanted his attention. 

"Pond...Pond!"

A pull on his suit jacket.

" I want another drink."

Pond diverted his attention towards Phuwin with a tender smile.

"How many more glasses Phuwin? Haven't you had enough?"

" No..it is not enough. I need more..."

A small whine arose from his throat and Pond seemed to find it funny.

" Just so you know, you look so adorable right now, that little pout on your face is not helping either."

Phuwin smiled at Pond's comment while getting closer to him and said, " I am acting cute because you said you like cute people."

A slow whistle because Est had already heard it. 

"Oh god! I ship them so much! Look how cute Phuwin is right now?"

" They are made for each other." Perth added while sipping wine from the glass Santa had just tasted from.

Phuwin seemed to not care about it all. His eyes were on Pond who was struggling to string a coherent sentence.

"Usually it's Pond who gets tipsy easily, what is up with Phuwin today?"

Santa asked casually while looking curious.

" He is drunk guys. It's time to for us to go, we will meet you tomorrow." Pond managed to speak while helping Phuwin from his seat while actively avoiding the hollers and hoots from around. "

"Phuwin, can you walk ?" Pond slowly pulled Phuwin up.

" Yes I can..I am not that tipsy." Phuwin answered while grabbing Pond's arms to steady himself.

They spoke their byes to everyone, and conveyed their wishes to the holder of the event and got out of the place. 

"Finally, free fucking air!!" Phuwin almost jumped after they reached the parking lot while Pond caught him trying to steady him again.

" Wow. You are so wasted aren't you?"

" No..iss not that bad. I am sober enough to remember what is happening." Phuwin replied with a flying flair of his hands.

Pond shook his head in a smile as he helped Phuwin into the car.

                 (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤POND'S POV:

The pair seemed to settle in their car.

" I thought of taking you to eat some chocochip ice cream to make you feel better..but it seems like you are already wasted." Pond spoke as they drove back to his home.

" No! I am fine! Now that you told me about ice creams....let's go get some please?"

Those doe eyes again. Pond could never say no to them. 

"Okay then..you stay in the car while I get it okay?"

" Hmm..I don't have the energy to go and stand anyways.." he grumbled sleepily.

Pond loved how endearing he looked right then, stretching his arms and complaining about the suit being too hard to breathe in.

In a few minutes, they reached the ice cream shop and Pond got out to buy Phuwin's chocochip ice cream. 

"Come back fast...don't be late..and don't forget to add moorreee chocochips."

Phuwin crooned from his seat.

" Yes boss." Pond added sarcastically.

As he bought the ice cream and returned, Phuwin was already standing outside rubbing his shoulders with a small smile.

His little jumps when the ice cream came into view were so precious that Pond couldn't help but laugh.

" Here..your ice cream." Pond proceeded to give him his ice cream.

Phuwin accepted it with a smile and ate it like the happy little bean he was.

Carefree. Just how Pond wanted him to be. 

Pond felt better knowing Phuwin's overthinking had settled, at least for a while even if it was the alcohol speaking.

The moment Phuwin completed his ice cream he continued, " Pond, I want to walk for a while."

Pond could never say no to him.

" Okay then, let's walk."

" But I am too tired to walk!"

Pond looked at him confused. 

"So...?"

" Do something Pond...I don't want to walk, but I want to..and not the car because I will puke if I stay there any longer and I know that the seat is too precious to be ruined."

Phuwin kept looking at Pond with his doe eyes like he would be able to solve any problem of his.

Pond huffed out a sigh of defeat .

He did not think much about it.

In one swish, he took Phuwin in his arms, bridal style.

Phuwin's gasp was honey to his ears.

His starstruck eyes were fixed on Pond's in surprise while he tried to speak.

" Pond! Oh God! This is such a great idea? But, what if people see us?"

Pond replied with a calmness he always had when it came to Phuwin.

" It's almost 1 in the morning and the streets are deserted. No one will see Phuwin. Now go on, throw your arms around me if you don't want to fall."

" But...my bag?" Phuwin's sling bag that seemed to be his forever companion rested in his hands.

Pond looked at him confused. " Why didn't you keep it in the car? "

" Because I have all my essentials in here?"

Pond huffed a laugh at Phuwin's reply.

It was as if he was not sure of his own answer. He balanced Phuwin on one hand and took the bag in the other.

His gym lessons had paid off well.

His muscles did strain a little, but he would take it all.

For his Phuwin he would.

He positioned Phuwin in his arms and tightened his grip to make sure he was comfortable, and held the bag in another as he started walking.

Right after, he heard giggles, and then a gasp followed by another set of giggles.

And then a full blown laugh.

Phuwin was enjoying this to the fullest while holding onto Pond as tight as possible. 

"Pond! This is so fun!"

He held onto Pond while he chuckled. The vibrations of his chuckles echoed on Pond's throat, a rhythm he would never forget. 

"Carrying me in one hand might be hard Pond! Let me carry the bag!"

Phuwin managed to grasp the bag from him while still laughing.

" I would have carried both, you know that right?" Pond asked.

" I know you will, I trust you Nara.. it's just that I don't want you to strain much. Now go on, twirl around with me like this?" Phuwin answered while chuckling and Pond did as he was told. 

Pond confidently twirled Phuwin in his arms round and round Phuwin kept laughing his head thrown back, tears in his eyes from laughing so much. His smile line seemed to look prominent and his eyes crinckled due to the laughing. It was a perfect moment.

Pond wanted to stop the time.

He wanted to keep gazing at his partner to admirie him.

The streets which seemed to be dull and lifeless before, looked more colourful then.

The stars scattered in the sky seemed to twinkle a little more brighter.

The streetlights on the corner of every turn seemed to glow a little more, like they understood his emotions too.

He was in love with Phuwin.

It was not a sudden epiphany.

What they had could not be explained in plain words. It was special and it was their's.

He kept walking while Phuwin admired the silence in the stillness of the midnight. After walking for a while, Phuwin's breathing seemed to settle into a comfortable rhythm.

He was asleep, Pond realized.

He looked at Phuwin's closed eyes and sleepy snores and smiled fondly. His small frame looked so damn cozy snuggled up against his neck. Pond made his way back to the car.

How he had been able to carry Phuwin, he would never know. It might have been the adrenaline. His hands might hurt a lot the next day, but at that moment, Phuwin's serene face was worth it all.

He got to his side of the car and drove back to Phuwin's condo.

Soft music played in the background, Phuwin's favourite when he needed to sleep. They reached the condo and Phuwin was still deep in his sleep.

Pond's muscles ached from exhaustion. He tried waking up Phuwin with a soft caress.

" Phuwin...your home is here." Phuwin's eyes slowly drew open, a quite yawn escaping him.

" We are here already? When did I fall asleep?"

" A while ago when we were walking. Or I was." As Pond completed his sentence, he saw that Phuwin's eyes had drifted close again.

Pond did not want to wake him up. He was finally taking the rest he was due for and Pond didn't want to disturb it.

 And so, he kept driving around his home in circles, while the song kept playing in the background.

His brain kept showing him their moments together.

After an hour or so, Phuwin finally opened his eyes finally having slept enough, and whispered, " Oh..I thought we were at my home?" 

"We are... You just refused to wake up and I went around your home in circles so that you sleep for a little more time. You were tired anyways. "

A sheepish smile appeared on his lips,

" Thank you Pond..for letting me sleep a little more. Wanna sleep in tonight? It's late already."

Pond agreed with a tired hum. They proceeded to his home. Phuwin opened the door with his key card and allowed Pond to enter first.

          (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠❤Phuwin's POV:

Phuwin had changed back to sweats and comfy nightwear. He had sobered enough to realise that Pond had been taking care of him and his drunk self the whole time and had not once complained about it.

As he searched the wardrobe to get some clothes for Pond to wear, his eyes filled with unushed tears. Pond was so sweet and devoted to him and Phuwin did not know how he would repay Pond's kindness.

His partner whom he now wanted to call his "boyfriend".

Pond was in the washroom taking a hot shower as he was exhausted from the day but Phuwin knew why. It was because he had to carry him the whole time.

All because he was sleepy and he didn't want to wake him up.

He decided to make something hot as a thank you and sorry to him. Even when Phuwin was drunk, he had noticed that Pond hadn't eaten much. He went to the kitchen and with the meager kitchen skills he had, made an omelet while drinking some green tea. It made him feel better and the buzz from the alcohol seemed to gradually wear off.

After a few minutes, as the egg sizzled on the pan, he heard footsteps. 

"Wow! That's a mouth watering aroma right there? You hungry again?" Pond asked as he entered the kitchen and sat on the chair opposite to Phuwin. 

"It is for you." Phuwin answered while focussing on the egg.

Pond stood and went closer to him.

" For me?"

" Yes. You haven't had your dinner yet and I don't have anything better to prepare." Still not looking at Pond.

" Phuwin...you know me so well. I was feeling so hungry I am going to gobble it all up." he chuckled.

A small smile appeared on Phuwin's lips.

As soon as he plated the omelet, Pond eagerly picked up his spoon and ate it.

A groan. The omelet was delicious, Phuwin could tell from Pond's expressions. 

"Pond."

" Hmm.."

" This was also a sorry and thank you...for taking care of my drunk self." Pond stopped eating and looked at him confused.

" Why would you be sorry? I love taking care of you Phuwin."

" I just felt bad that you had to carry me the whole way...I am not a light person, you have mentioned it yourself."

" I could do it Phuwin. Don't worry. And this omelet, it brought back all my energy." Pond replied with a kind smile.

Phuwin could only nod in response.

The omelet was then eaten in silence after which they made their way to the bed.

As they slept on either side of the bed, Phuwin moved a little closer.

A sigh.

He wanted to ask that one question that has been running in his mind the whole day.

He faced Pond who was checking his phone and whispered, " What are we Pond?"

Pond's typing stopped abruptly. He had heard Phuwin even if it was a whisper.

He turned to look at Phuwin.

Their breaths a little uneven.

Neither knew how to proceed. Finally, Pond broke the silence.

He shifted his position to bring his face closer to Phuwin's. Phuwin's heart seemed to gallop a thousand miles.

" I'll be whatever you want me to be Phuwin. Your friend. Your partner. Your lover. Your boyfriend. Just one word...you know it for yourself that I always follow you. Besides, why are lables important Phuwin? When we both know what we are to each other?"

A tear slipped from Phuwin's eyes.

" I know Pond...Its just that I am scared. What if I wake up one day and come to know that all of this was a fever dream, or you fall for someone else?"

The moment those words slipped out of his mouth, he felt Pond's lips on his.

A soft kiss. 

A promise.

Pond looked at Phuwin after pulling away from the kiss and Phuwin's dazed face and uneven breaths made him fall more for him.

" You are wrong if you think I can ever fall for anyone else when you made me fall so damn hard for you baby....I am all in for you. Now, five years later and ten years too,you will always have me with you. As a partner, a boyfriend and as a husband too. I am not letting go of you my love."

Phuwin was openly sobbing now.

He managed to speak through his sobs.

"For real? You would be all in with me? Not just for the cameras, not just for work, but for me? For us? Because believe me Pond, I really really want it. I want to be your boyfriend..."

" Whatever you want baby... This, whatever we have is real. It is going to last forever."

A tear drop. Pond was crying too.

" I love you Pond." 

"I love you Phuwin."

And they finally smiled.

The untold feelings that had been building in them seem to have been let out.

" Tell me I can kiss you right now Phuwin..."

Phuwin nodded through his watery eyes, and pulled Pond towards him and kissed him fiercely.

The kiss felt like the start of something new, something solid. They had a label now, even if the world would know it much later.

As the kiss deepened, a vow seemed to build along with it. " Don't leave me Pond...ever..." A prayer.

And Pond seemed to chuckle into the kiss. " I don't have anywhere else to go baby. You are my home. My destination. My end game. My forever."

That night, the most beautiful relationship bloomed.