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1. a thousand bad times by fihli

   Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Gen, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   10 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Robert "Bob" Reynolds/John Walker (Marvel)
   • Robert "Bob" Reynolds & John Walker (Marvel)
   • The Void | Dark Sentry/John Walker (Marvel)
   • Robert "Bob" Reynolds (Marvel)
   • John Walker (Marvel)
   • Thunderbolts Team Members (Marvel)
   • The Void | Dark Sentry (Marvel)
   • Whumptober
   • Drug Use
   • Medical Torture
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Gunshot Wounds
   • Bloody Kisses
   • Self-Harm
   • Emotional Hurt
   • Whump
   • Isolation
   • Stabbing
   • Phobias
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Self-Hatred
   • Character Study
   • Touch-Starved

   Summary

   Sometimes, when Bob touched him, John was forced to relive things he never wanted to think about again.

   It was a real mood killer, but he wasn't about to let that stop him.

   (Day 9)

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   A prompt a day for Whumptober! All Bob or John or both, tags updated along the way, trigger warnings before each chapter.

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   English

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