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I was walking back home from the Flower Dance near Marnie’s ranch. There was good weather, and the air smelled so fresh. I took a deep breath, taking in the fresh air, and walked the long way back to my farm. As I was walking by the Stardrop Saloon, I heard someone call my name. I stopped walking, and turned around to see nobody there. I heard it again, and just as I took a step forward, I felt someone take my hand, and pulled me along with them, running as fast as I could.

The person and I went into Robin and Demitrius’s house( nobody was home at the time), and the figure pulled me down to the basement, aka Sebastian’s room. The figure gently pushed me into the cold room, shut the door, and locked it. The figure turned to face me, and pulled off their hood. It was Sebastian. He made me sit in the bed, and he sat down next to me. He sighed, and said, “Y/N, I have something to tell you, and I need you to listen closely. I don’t really know how else to say this, but...you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me. You make my heart lift when you send me letters, checking to see if I’m okay. And- fuck, you’re the reason why I get out of bed most mornings...” He stops, staring down at the floor.

I say his name, and he looks up. I ask what he’s trying to say. He replies, ”What I’m saying is, Y/N, that I love you more than anything else in this world. You light up my life . I also wanna make an apology. I’m sorry for acting like a dick to you. I see how sad you get when I say mean things to you, and I regret it. “ He now starts to yell a little bit. “ I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING. YOU’RE THE BEST FUCKING PERSON IN MY LIFE. That will NEVER CHANGE. “ I have barely enough time to say anything else before he grabs me and start to hold me in his strong arms. I start to cry, and he pulls away, and gently wipes the tears from my face. “Hey...don’t cry...it’s...it’s gonna be okay, don’t worry, Y/N. I’m here for you. I will ALWAYS be here for you.”

I get up off the bed, and go to the wall next to it. Sebastian follows, and before I have enough time to ask him exactly what he’s doing, he pins me to the wall, blushing fiercely. Somehow, our lips meet in the middle, him leaning down, and me tilting my head up. At first, his lips grazed mine, but then, he kissed me, long and slow. I started tearing up, and pulled away. I cried into his shoulder, and he seemed surprised, for a moment. He picked me up and carried me to the bed. I lay down on the bed, and Sebastian came in next to me. He held me tight, and he cradled me. He pulled me close to him and his soft lips met mine. I sighed dreamily, and Sebastian turned crimson, and pulled away.

He pulled away from the kiss, and then we just stared at each other for a moment. He suddenly pinned me down on the bed, kissing me ravenously. I let out a soft cry, and Sebastian stopped. I had tears in my eyes, because I was so overwhelmed. “It’s gonna be okay...don’t cry...”Sebastian said softly. He got off of me, and held me gently in his arms. I shivered, and asked, “Hey Sebastian, do you have a blanket anywhere. It’s kind of cold down here. He replied,” Sorry, I don’t.”

A little while later, I checked the time on my watch. 11:50 pm! I got up off the bed, and headed towards the door, but Sebastian grabbed my wrist.” Stay,” he pleaded. “Stay with me tonight, Y/N.” I sat back down on the bed, unsure. Sebastian put his hand on my shoulder, and said, softly, ”Y/N, I love you so much. You mean the world to me. You are so amazing.” He starts to tear up. I gently wipe his eyes with my sleeve. I hugged him, and he hugged me back. It was midnight, and I was getting tired. “ You wanted me to stay the night with you, right? I didn’t bring pajamas, and I don’t want to sleep in my clothes...” Sebastian stood up, and took off his hoodie. He gave me the hoodie to wear. I told him to turn around, and I undressed down to my underwear, and put the oversized hoodie on. It was warm, and it smelled like him. He pulled back the covers of the bed, and I got inside first, and then he followed, brushing up right next to me. He turned red. I fell asleep under the covers, in the crook of his neck, his strong arms around me. It felt so peaceful.

I woke up with a start from a bad nightmare. I started to cry, and I curled up into Sebastian’s arms. He asked, “Y/N are you okay? You just started to cry, what’s wrong?” I replied,now sobbing, that in my nightmare, he beat me up and left me for Abigail. He said, comfortingly, ”I would never do something like that to you. I love nobody else but you, Y/N.” He paused, staring at me. ”Come here...” He pulled me as close as possible to him, and I melted into his embrace. He adjusted me so that we were face-to-face. He leaned forward, and his soft, gentle lips met mine. Every time we kissed, it felt like heaven. I pulled away, and got up to put my work clothes on.

I unlocked the door, and went up the stairs. Sebastian followed. “Hey Y/N! Would you like some breakfast?” It was Robin. “Oh...yeah, sure.” Robin walked off to make something, and Sebastian went to the kitchen to sit at the table. I followed. Demetrius and Maru were already there, talking to each other about some new science project they were working on, something about mushrooms. Robin served us our food, and everyone dug in. After that, I told Sebastian that I had to get back to my farm to harvest some things, and I would be right back.

So, off I went to my farm. Everything was going smoothly. I put my last parsnip in the Selling Bin, and just as I was about to go up the stairs on the hil to Sebastian’s, I saw HER. Abigail. She suddenly started yelling at me about how I stole Sebastian from her, and then she stopped. Suddenly, she pulled out a pocketknife, and flipped out the knife. She charged at me, and I dodged her. We fought until she left and thought she was done. I had a cut on my cheek, two slashes in the shape of an X on my left arm, and a gash on my right calf. I limped towards Sebastian’s, went down into his room in the basement, shut and locked the door,, and collapsed onto the rug. He looked up from his computer, and was horrified. He quickly stood up, and put me on his couch. “Nononononono”he said, as he frantically searched for the first-aid kit he kept in his room. He found it, and cleaned my wounds, when he got to the gash on my leg, I started to cry from the pain as he cleaned me up, and put on bandages.

He gently carried me over to the bed, and set me down. When he was done working on his project for the day, he rushed over to the bed, and asked me what happened to me. I explained that when I was going to head to his house from my farm, Abigail pulled out her pocketknife and attacked me until she was satisfied. I started to cry from the pain, and Sebastian held me in his arms. I stopped crying, when Sebastian kissed me. He ran his hand through my hair, and he pulled away.

[timeskip to 1 week later]

A week later, we met on the beach by chance. We walked onto the Dock and we sat across from each other. We both looked at the stars up in the night sky, until he leaned over and kissed me. He stopped for a minute, and then his body came crashing down on mine, with Sebastian kissing me ravenously. He wanted more, I could tell. I moaned softly because it was so overwhelming. Sebastian didn’t stop though. He just got WAY more turned on when he heard me moan, each sweeter and a bit louder than the last, until he couldn’t take anymore.

Somehow, he was able to make an air bubble under the water, and we could walk and sit in it. The inside of the bubble felt like pillows. Sebastian suddenly came towards me in the air bubble and started to pin me against the bottom of it. I was scared that he was going to hurt me. He started to gently kiss me, and hold me. I start to sob (idk why) and Sebastian is startled by my tears. He says, softly,”Hey...don’t cry...it’s...it’s gonna be okay...I’m here...Y/N...it breaks my heart when I see you sad like this.” I clutch his hoodie collar and sob harder until I can’t cry anymore. We go back to the surface. I hold his hand as I walk with him to his room in the basement. I climb onto bed, and I put my head in the crook of Sebastian’s neck, my arm slung over his stomach. He puts a blanket over us, and I fall asleep on his body, as he kisses my cheek.

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I walk into Robin’s house without a word. She looks at me and asks,”Are you okay, Y/N?” I don’t reply, and keep walking to the Basement. I knock, enter his room and “accidentally” slam the door. Sebastian glances up at me. He doesn’t say anything. I climb onto his bed and curl up into a ball. Sebastian looks over at me and sees me crying quietly. He finishes his work and comes over to where I am. He puts his arm around me and we just sit like that for a bit.

Then I finally talk. I make a depressing joke: “ I can’t scan myself. Know why, Seb?” He shakes his head. “ I can’t scan myself because I’M WORTHLESS.” Sebastian looks at me, and surprisingly, TEARS start to form. “ Don’t EVER say that.” He says, tears rolling down his face. “ You mean a lot to people, Y/N.”

He pauses. “ I actually have a question for you, Y/N.” I get anxious and curl up into a ball, a look of fear on my face. Sebastian whispers to me, “Do you...want to be my...girlfriend?” My face goes blank. Sebastian starts to look away. I grab his hoodie collar and pull him in for a kiss.
“You know what that means, Seb.” He SMILES, and holds me in his arms, my face in his shoulder. I breathe in his scent of cigarettes and energy drinks, and it’s oddly comforting.

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Sebastian and Sam invited me to go with them to hangout in Sam’s room at 7pm. It was kind of cold as me and Sebastian walked from my farm to Sam’s house. While we were walking by Pierre’s, I shivered, and Sebastian moved closer to me. I stopped and looked up at him, and he looked down at me, and we kept walking to Sam’s.

When we got there, We went straight to Sam’s room. As I was walking into the room, I saw the many instruments that Sam had. A minute later, Sam put on his favorite vinyl. He showed me his drums, keyboard, guitar and his bass. When I saw that bass, I knew that it was the instrument for me. Sam let me pick up the bass and plug it into his bass amp. I asked if he had Machine Gun on vinyl and he said yes. He put it on, and I played THE WHOLE SONG. Sebastian and Sam were SHOOK.

Sebastian just stood there, wide-eyed, and then Sam came up to me and said, “Welcome to the band, Mia. You are now our new bassist.” “We invited you to Sam’s for a test to see if you would be eligible to join our band. And you passed.” Sebastian added. Sam quietly asked me if I could leave the room for a few minutes, and I obliged. When the door closed, I could hear Sam and Sebastian arguing.

“Sebastian, you know I like her!”
“Well she can’t date us both! That’s wrong.”

It suddenly went silent. Then I could hear the sound of someone being slapped, and Sebastian exclaimed, ”What the fuck, Sam?” And I heard Sam quietly apologize to Sebastian for slapping him.

I silently opened the door and noiselessly sat down on the rug in front of the bed, where they were sitting. Sebastian noticed, and I got up to sit on the bed between them. I sat back against the wall, and I brushed Sam’s shoulder in the process. He looked at me, and said quietly,” Did you hear everything?” I replied,”Yeah. I did.” Sam reddened, and looked away. Sebastian came and sat next to me. I leaned my head on his shoulder. I sighed, content, and they both turned red. Sebastian put his arm around me, and I melted into his embrace. He whispered in my ear,”I don’t want to lose you. You’re mine, only mine.”

With that, we stood up, and bid Sam goodbye. As we were walking by the Stardrop, Shane came staggering with a empty beer can in his hand. I said something about him being a drunk fool, and Shane shoved me, kicked me in the ribs, and kicked the back of my legs to see me fall. I was crying from the pain. Sebastian picks me up and he carries me off to his house.

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I just saw a concert at the Saloon, and people dedicated it to Jimi Hendrix. It was 8:00 pm or so, and I wanted to take the long way home, by Marnie’s ranch. As I was walking on the pavement near some houses, a hand suddenly reached out from a house and grabbed my arm.

The figure and I were in Jodi and Kent’s house. Everyone was asleep, and it was quiet.The figure pulled me towards a door, opened it, and pushed me inside. It was pitch-black. Suddenly, the light turned on, and I saw that I was in Sam’s room. I heard the lock on the door click, and I flinched. The figure turned to face me, and took off his hood. It was Sam! He sat on his bed, while I sat on the floor. I stood up, and so did Sam. Then, he grabbed my shirt collar, and pinned me up against the wall. He started to kiss me.