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Floating Through the Memories Like Whatever by AdoreDazai (AdoreLove1)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
21 Oct 2025
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Summary
The cures for Hanahaki Disease are equally abysmal. Get surgery that will wipe out all memories of the person he’s in love with, or confess and if that person reciprocates, he’ll live. But if they don’t? Tough luck, and you’d best consign yourself to a long, drawn out death.
And the worst part is? Dazai knows exactly who it’s for.
He will never ever tell the chibi; he’d like to keep his pride if he’s dying anyways. Besides, while Chuuya would never reciprocate, he probably would feel either guilty or annoyed that Dazai is dying because of him, but not at his hand. So yeah, while he’d rather die than admit it (and boy will he ever die because of it now), in the interior of his mind, he’s not going to try and delude himself.
It’s Chuuya. It’s always been Chuuya.
“So either I get surgery, and forget all memories of the slug. Or I die a slow and excruciating death. How fantastic.” Dazai mutters under his breath.
OR
In which Dazai contracts Hanahaki Disease for Chuuya and is determined to let it kill him rather than get it removed (and is painfully oblivious to Chuuya’s affection for him).