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1. my throat is closing up (i welcome the feeling) by birdalbirdalrus

   Fandoms: Militsioner (Video Game)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • Multi
   • Complete Work

   27 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Militsioner/Reader
   • Militsioner/The Stranger
   • Militsioner/The Subject
   • The Giant (Militsioner)/Reader
   • The Lawman (Militsioner)/Reader
   • Militsioner
   • Reader
   • The Stranger (Militsioner)
   • The Subject (Militsioner)
   • Angst
   • Heavy Angst
   • Rated Mature for Severe topics
   • severe topics being the major character death in the warning
   • Pining
   • Unrequited Love
   • Possibly Unrequited Love
   • Possible Character Death
   • Implied Character Death
   • Overuse of Emdash
   • overuse of ellipses
   • Hey
   • you - Freeform
   • yes you
   • don't read these next tags if you don't want spoilers
   • i mean its not really spoilers but still
   • Hanahaki Disease
   • Language of Flowers
   • evil author
   • Choking
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • flowery language
   • beta read we live unlike a certain someone

   Summary

   “They are all sick, look at them, these are sick people. And you're sick too, just like all of them. You need to go to the doctor, but you only sit and watch.

   Sick, sick man. Take a sick break, heal. It won't help you, though. If I were a doctor I’d…"

   The militsioner comes to the realization his feelings for you go deeper than the mere ache for company. It's too bad he pays for it in blood.

   [edit: new chapter! (optional)]

   Series

   • Part 4 of in the palm(s) of my hand(s) ♡

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   4,046

   Chapters:

   2/2

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