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My dear Haibara,
If I had only one wish, then I would give it to you. because you were my wish all along, my dear Haibara.
You spent your entire life chasing people’s responsibilities for them, that you forgot to chase your own.
And as for that, you deserve the world.
No words could measure the heights of your kindness, and no words could count the tears I spilled when no one did for you. My angel, you shone the brightest.
I was the reason of your death, so you will be the reason of mine, Haibara.
If I could go back, for anything, I would. even if it was to see you smile, even if it was for a fleeting second, it would be worth it.
My dear, dear Haibara.
I miss you so much.
You sacrificed your life so I could keep going, but I didn't. I buried myself in work instead, I couldn't live with the memory of you. I was such a coward.
Undoubtedly so, life is unfair.
I ended up turning into a loser who didn't want anything but to become rich.
And you gave everything just to be handed nothing.
But that's irrelevant.
Because my Haibara, you were the soul I didn't have, the soul I didn't think I needed.
My dear Haibara,
I hope you're okay.
Because I could never wish you the life I'm taking on, so carry on with the smile you always had on your face.
For anything.
Haibara, reach the skies. Touch the clouds, fly high.
If there is something I regret, it is to not have died in your place.
Because you don't deserve to live in the same world as me, my dearest.
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my dear nanami,
dont blame yourself for something you are not responsible for.
i have no regrets, so why should you?
this life was cruel, and it was never meant for you.
so please, my nami.
keep going, and dont stop.
could you do that for me?
as long as youre still alive, i know i have found my meaning.
and now i need you to find yours, and thats something you do alone.
dont leave me hanging ‘kay?