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1. saying goodbye again and again and ag- by bluelunamoth

   Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   25 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • John "Soap" MacTavish & Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick & John "Soap" MacTavish
   • John "Soap" MacTavish & John Price
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
   • John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Grief/Mourning
   • (not death related)
   • Mourning relationships ending
   • Character Study
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Brief suicidal ideation
   • John "Soap" MacTavish Needs A Hug
   • Emotionally Hurt John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Maybe a bit of hope at the end
   • Not Beta Read

   Summary

   Soap ruminates on the cycles of relationships in his life after being permanently transferred

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   English

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