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1. If I Would See You, I'd Fall Apart by Cannedmilkz

   Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   29 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick/Reader
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick/Original Male Character(s)
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick/You
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Kate Laswell
   • Task Force 141 as Family (Call of Duty)
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • One-Sided Relationship
   • LGBTQ Themes
   • Angst
   • Men Loving Men
   • Fluff and Hurt/Comfort
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick Needs A Hug
   • Reader-Insert Needs a Hug
   • Male Reader-Insert
   • Slow Build
   • Slow Burn

   Summary

   What starts as unspoken tension between Gaz and the reader unravels into a quiet war neither of them knows how to stop. They orbit each other like old friends who forgot where the line was. For Gaz, it’s complicated. But lately, being around you feels different. Too close. Too heavy. The space between you hums with something he can’t name, something he doesn’t want to.

   Between the emotional tug and war the reader and Gaz will experience as they figure their bs out. Let's dive in to what a complicated mess is to be attracted to someone who's definitely straight!

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   9,344

   Chapters:

   2/2

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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