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1. I Didn't Know How to Say by DarkMoonMaiden

   Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   29 Oct 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Dubious Consent
   • Spanking
   • Safeword Use
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • unhealthy relationships with sex
   • Bad BDSM Etiquette

   Summary

   "Fuck's sake, stop treatin' me like one of your damn targets," Soap snapped, fighting to keep his voice level. "'M not a feckin' terrorist ye need intel from."

   "I know. You're worse."

   Soap scowled at him. He could see the way Ghost's jaw clenched under his mask.

   "I just need to understand why you thought you needed to," Ghost stressed.

   "I didn't know how to say it. And I didn't wanna disappoint you."
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   Soap has trouble with staying...present during sex. It leads him to pushing himself too far, but Ghost refuses to let him pick up the pieces alone.

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