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1. It's a familiar feeling, but that doesn't make it hurt less by Qwertydog17

   Fandoms: Empires SMP  

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   • Complete Work

   06 Nov 2025

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   • Jonny | Pixlriffs (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Xornoth (Empires SMP)
   • How Do I Tag
   • My First AO3 Post
   • Mild Blood
   • Minor Injuries
   • Kidnapping
   • torture?
   • Blood Drinking
   • not really actually
   • More like licking the blood off a weapon
   • almost panic attack
   • Like they should be having a panic attack but isn't bc trauma says no
   • Thoughts of Self-harm
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Religious Trauma
   • Self-hate thought spiral
   • self-hate
   • Self-Sacrifice
   • Like to a extreme degree
   • Religious Guilt
   • The Copper king gets visions/nightmares
   • it's mentioned like once
   • Past Suicide Attempts

   Summary

   Pix was used to loneliness, enduring pain in silence.

   He would easily suffer for his friends.

   Besides, he deserves pain, doesn't he?

   What a pathetic mess he is.

   A short fic mostly about Pix self-hate spiralling and a demon that just makes everything so much worse

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,220

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   1/1

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