Chapter Text
his dress ^^
Josh's pov
"I heard there's a new kid starting today." Pete said as he walked up to our spot before school starts. "How do you know?" Patrick, Pete's boyfriend, asked. "My mom told me this morning." Pete's mom was the principal of this small school and she has been for almost fifteen years. "She said his name is Tyler and he went to some Christian school but it closed so his parents are just sending him here."
I looked down at my high tops and kicked the dirt around while Pete flirted horribly with Patrick. This happens every morning and even though he is horrible at flirty, its adorable how he treats Patrick. He's always treated Patrick like he was royalty, even before they started dating. I remember how Pete came up to me one day in the 7th grade and said
"Josh, I think something is wrong with me." I put my book down and looked at him concerned, "What, what happened?" He looked down and said, "Pa-Patrick and I had a sleepover a few nights ago a-and he fell asleep in my bed while we were watching Star Wars and I turned off the movie just to concentrate on him-and I have never,ever turned off a Star Wars movie when it wasn't over yet- and s-so I laid next to him so we were fa-face to face and I couldn't look away Josh." I giggled and covered my mouth. He leaned forward, confused and he squinted his eyes, "What are you laughing about?" I pointed my finger in his face and said proudly, "You have fallen in love with your best friend." "What do I do?" "Tell him how you feel.?" "Bu-but I don't even know if he li-likes me that way. Wh-what if he rejects me and I lose my best friend forever?" "Just tell him, he won't reject you." Little did he know that Patrick came to me a week before with the same problem.
Jack then walked up and looked around and asked "Where's everyone else?" "The hell if I knew." Brendon said as him and Ryan walked up to us. Ryan pointed at my red dress and said "You look really pretty today." I smiled wide because someone actually noticed my dress. Pete then looke away from Patrick to me and said "Oh yeah, is that a new dress?" I nodded my head quickly. "Yeah! I got it this past weekend. It was only fifteen bucks! Isn't that crazy." "That's a steal." Jack said and smiled brightly. "A-and when I wa-" I was interrupted by a panting Alex "S-sorry I'm late guys I slept through my alarm and missed the bus and I had to run here." He leaned his head against Jack's shoulder and Jack brushed Alex's hair out of his eyes and said with a sigh, "I could've picked you up." Alex put his face in Jack's neck and said "I didn't want to disturb you." He scoffed and put his lips to Alex's head and said something I couldn't hear. And no, they aren't dating just strangely close. Alex likes to classify himself as 'straight' but its obvious that he's madly in love with Jack and Jack was completely oblivious to everything that ever happens around him.
Now that we are all together we started to walk into the school, Pete's hand in Patrick's, Ryan's fingers interlocked with Brendon's, Alex and Jack's arms linked and I walked alone, as always. I walked behind and watched my dress flow as I walked down the hallway. I always get weird looks because of how I dress but its not my fault that I prefer pretty dresses and skirts. I've dressed like this since I was little but I wouldn't go out in public wearing my 'pretty' clothes. But one day during 8th grade I decided to not care what people thought about me so I walked out of my room that day with a pink flower dress on and my black high tops and since then I've worn what I wanted.
I got knocked out of my own little world when I fell back with a weight landing on top of me. I looked up to the boy above me and he had a small smile on his face. "What are you smiling about?" His eyes blinked and he stood up quickly extending his hand to me. "So-sorry, I just, I uhm- this is weird bu-but I saw you and I thought you looked really pretty and I kinda tr-tripped over my own feet because I was distracted." I grabbed his hand and stood up, brushing my dress off. "You think I'm cute?" He nodded and followed me down the hall. "Of course, I think you're beautiful. And I really like that dress." I stopped in front of my class. "Thanks. Sadly, this is my class so I'll talk to you later..?" He stuck his hand out again and said, "Tyler." I nodded and shook his hand. "Tyler. I'm Josh. Maybe you can sit with me at lunch?" His face turned into a shade of pink and he nodded once again. "That would be awesome, ye-yes." I laughed at him and walked into the class and sat next to Jack and Alex.
"Who was that?" Jack asked. "Tyler. I think he's the new kid." Alex looked away from Jack to look at me and he fake gasped. "Wh-what? Do I have something in my hair?" He shook his head and pointed to my cheeks. "Look Jacky, little Josh is blushing." "Holy shit, this is like the first time I've seen you blush." "I-I'm not blu-blushing." "Oh, but you are." Alex said and I brought my hands up to my cheeks and they were right. "Fine, I am. But shuddup." They laughed together until the teacher walked into the classroom.
After 4th period I walked through the halls to find Tyler. After a few minutes I saw him walking down the stairs with Pete and Patrick on his right. Pete was the first to notice my existence. "Joshy! This is the new kid Ty-" I interrupted him and said. "I know." Tyler looked up and smiled at me and walked away from Patrick and Pete and towards me. "H-hi Josh." "Hi Tyler." "I'm gue-guessing your friends with them?" I nodded. "Yep. I met them in the third grade and I am the one who got them two love birds together." "Re-really?" I smiled at him. "Yeah, why don't we go to lunch and you can meet my other friends."
"Hey guys, this is Tyler. Tyler, this is Ryan and his dumb ass boyfriend, Brendon and this is Alex and his love struck puppy, Jack and no, they aren't dating." I leaned towards Tyler's ear and whispered "Not yet." I whispered that because if Alex heard it he would give a huge speech about how hes 'super' straight then he would tell in detail about his last hook up (even though he doesn't know what he's talking about because he has never hooked up with anyone). Everyone said there hi's and went back to there conversations and Tyler and I turned to face each other and began talking about anything and everything.
I found out that his favorite movie is The Labyrinth because he loves David Bowie and Jim Henson, his favorite band is 5 Seconds of Summer because of how there music actually has meaning unlike most bands now. He has three siblings, two older and one younger and he told me about the school he went to before this one and he told me about his painting and how he will have to paint me a picture.
"I-I feel like I've been talking thi-this whole time." He said, a blush coating his cheeks. "It's fine, I like your voice." "Th-thanks."
Jack's p.o.v
"Can I stay over tonight?" Alex asked me once we left last period. I nodded. "Sure, do you need to stop by your place to get clothes." "Nah, I still have clothes at your house."
"So do you want to watch a movie or play vi-" I was cut off when Alex smashed his lips to mine. Our lips worked together as we walked through the house to get to my room. This happens alot actually. He'll come over almost everyday and we'll either have sex or give blow jobs and afterwards he'll stay the night and cuddle me while we watch a movie. No one else knows and Alex doesn't want them too. It one night two years ago when Alex was sleeping over because his parents were out of town.
"Do you want to watch a movie?" I said as we walked into my room. He mumbled a 'sure' and I bent over going through my movie collection. "Home Alone? Back to the Future?" "Are you wearing panties?" My breathe hitched as he snapped the black lace. He then leaned over me and whispered in my ear. "You're so fucking hot. Did you wear those panties just because I was staying over?" I shook my head as he bit my ear and I could feel my pants getting tighter. "I wonder how good you would look without the panties."
"Are you wearing the panties I bought you?" Alex asked me as he pushed me down onto my bed. I nodded and watched him as he began undressing himself. He then took my shirt off and attached his lips to my neck and I let out gasp as he marked me. He pulled away soon, proud of himself and he began to unbuckle my pants and a huge grin spread across his face when he saw the baby blue panties he bought me days before. He put his face inbetween my legs and began to leave small kisses. "What do you want Jacky? Do you want me to suck you off? Or maybe fuck you?" "Th-the second o-one." I manged to say and he smirked and flipped me over so I was on my hands and knees. I could feel his hands move around on my bum. I but my lip as I felt him tease my hole with his fingers through the lace. "You look so pretty for me Jacky. I think I might get you new pair, I think you would look amazing in yellow." He then pulled them down and I heard him spit onto his fingers and he put two in and I gasped. He moved them around till finding my prostate and I let out and loud moan and he hit it again. He removed them and I felt empty by the loss but then bit my lip again as I felt his tip tease my entrance. "Pl-please Alex. Sto-op teasing me." He gripped my waist tightly enough to leave bruises and he slammed into me, not allowing me to get use to the pain. He continued to do that and my room was filled with the sound of moans and skin slapping.
"Do you kids want pizza or Chinese?" My mom asked later on when Alex and I were playing video games. "Chinese please." She nodded and left the room. "So did you finish Miss. Jackson's essay?" Alex asked as he kept his direction towards the t.v. I didn't bother because it pissed me off that every time that we hooked up he wouldn't talk about it.
Does he not want to tell the others because of me? If I was a girl or even better looking would he be proud to be with me? It's probably my big nose or because of my struggles in biology or how I have dyslexia.
"Jack? Whats wrong?" I looked up at Alex who had the game paused. "No-nothing." "Bullshit, you're crying." "I was just thinking about this movie I watched with Brendon the other day." He smiled at me and wiped away the tears. "You're such a dork." His smile is so beautiful and I just want to kiss him, but not how he kisses me. I want to kiss him with love. I want him to know that I'm not just some dork that loves Home Alone and can't read well, I want him to see me as his love, not his toy.