Chapter Text
Ch 1 Smoke Break
Ivan finally found somewhere to smoke.It’s really was a shame that his other jock friends doesn’t smoke.He took out his cigarettes from his pocket.Only to see his lighter missing.
He sighed.Looked to the emo smoking in the corner.He slowly walked to him.
"Hey.Do you have any lighter?I think I forgot mine-" Ivan asked with a charming smile.
"No.Even if I had I would not give it to you."
This dude was familiar to Ivan but he doesn’t remember his name.And didn’t understand his rudeness.
"Why not?" Ivan asking.He was desperate for a cigarette right now.
"Get lost." Gray haired said.
Ivan sighed.The moment he was about to leave he heard someone.
"Hey!Stop smoking in stairs!" It was a teacher’s voice.
"Fuck."
"Fuck."
They both said.And they started to run to higher floors.But teacher followed them.When they arrived at floor 5, Ivan pulled Till’s arm.
Ivan opened some room’s door and they both got inside.It was dark.
Till was about to say something but Ivan closed his mouth,still holding his wrist.
They both listened the hallway.
"Where did they go?" they heard teacher talking to himself.
Then they heard teacher’s steps in stairs.
Ivan finally let go of Till.And started looking for lights.
"What the fuck do you think you-"
"Shhhh.Be quiet.He might come back." Ivan said.Finally finding the button for lights.The room looked like a storage.It was tiny.
"Why the fuck did you do that?" Gray haired asked.
"What?Saving you?Because I am a nice person." Ivan said.
"You are so annoying." Gray haired said.
"What is your name?" Ivan asked.He looked interested about this emo looking boy.
"Fuck you." Gray haired said while looking around.
Ivan smiled."Nice to know you,Fuck.My name is Ivan."
Gray haired couldn’t help but smile a little.But it didn’t last long.
The school bell started ringing.Gray haired opened the door.
"Till." He said.But Ivan couldn’t hear clearly.
"What?" Ivan said.
"My name,dipshit.It’s Till." Till said,annoyed.
Ivan smiled while looking at Till leaving.
———
Ivan started to see Till at hallways more.And he got more curious.He wanted to know more about Till.
Is it the green eyes with dark eyeliner that caught his attention?He didn’t know.
"I’m breaking up with you!" His girlfriend said.
"What?Why?" Ivan asked.He was not shocked or cared.But he wanted to know why girls can’t stand him.
"You never listen to me!Look!You are spacing out again." Girl said.
Ivan was looking to Till.He was always alone.And looked like he was okay with it.
"Sorry.What were you saying?" Ivan said.
"Ughhh.That’s it.We are over." Girl left.
Ivan didn’t care.Because finally.He finally could see what Till’s shirt says.
"Hmm.It’s a band name right?" He said to himself.
———
"Are you gay or something?" Mizi asked while looking to her mirror in the locker.
Ivan was shocked."What?!I always dated girls.You already know that."
"Ivan." Mizi took a deep breath and turned to him.
"Dating girls is not enough.Do you want to kiss them?For example.Or like-"
Mizi paused because Ivan was obviously not listening.She looked to person Ivan was staring at.Only to see Till.
"Ivan?" She asked.
"Huh?Sorry." Ivan said.
"How do you know Till?" Mizi asked.Continuing her makeup.
"Wait.Do you know him?" Ivan asked.He got so excited that he can get more information about him.
"Well.Not exactly.He confessed to me when we were like 11.He probably got over it.He is all emo and stuff now."
Oh.
Ivan was feeling.Dissappointed…for some reason?
———
There was a ceremony in the conference hall.But Ivan saw Till leaving.He left without thinking much.
And Till lighted up a cigarette.
"Can I get one?" Ivan asked with his puppy eyes.
"You?Again?" Till said.Looked annoyed again.
"We can be smoking buddies!!" Ivan said with a stupid smile.Hoping for Till to laugh.But he didn’t.
Till gave him a one cigarette.Hoping for Ivan to leave.
But Ivan didn’t."Today is very cloudy." He said.
"Seriously?What do you want from me?" Till asked.
"Nothing?Why are you so-"
"Don’t tell me you fucking forgot." Till said with anger.
Ivan looked puzzled."What?"
Till rolled his eyes."You and your jock friends used to bully me."
Ivan looked upset."I never bully anyone."
"You used to." Till said.He looked lost in his memories.
"And?People change.I am a good person now." Ivan said.
"Why are you obsessed with being a good person?" Till asked.
Ivan froze.He didn’t know that too.
After a moment of silence Till left.
———
"Ivan?What is this search history?" Mizi asked.She wanted to research about something in Ivan’s computer,only to see his strange search history.
"Fuck." Ivan whispered.He totally forgot about that.
"Let me see." Sua said.
Mizi and Sua was Ivan’s childhood friends.Their mother’s worked at same place so they used to meet up a lot.
"‘What kind of music emo people listen to?’ What is this?" Sua asked.Mizi started laughing.
"Wait.Wait a minute.Is this about Till?" Mizi giggled.
Sua was shocked."Till?How Ivan knows about Till?"
Ivan started to go crazy."It’s nothing,Sua."
"I saw how you looked at him." Mizi said with a smile.
"I just got curious and-"
"Bla bla.Ivan stop denying."
"Wait a minute.Does Ivan has a crush?" Sua asked calmly.
"I don’t-"
"Yes!!"
They both started talking at same time.Then someone entered the room.
"What?Ivan has a crush?" Hyuna asked.
"Hyuna!It’s nice to see you." Mizi said.
"There is no way.Ivan doesn’t even like his own girlfriends." Luka said.Entering the room with Hyuna.
When Luka entered the room.Mizi rolled her eyes.
"Guys.No one has a crush on anyone,okay?" Ivan said.
"So Ivan is gay?" Luka asked.
"Yes he is!" Mizi said with excitement.
"I’m not!" Ivan got so annoyed.
"Ivan you don’t even like kissing girls." Mizi said.
"Kissing is boring!" Ivan shouted.
"It’s not when it is the right person!Like Till." Mizi said.
Ivan never really thought about that.
Kissing Till?Is that even allowed?
The friend group talked about somethings but Ivan couldn’t focus.
"Till really got some pretty lips." Ivan thought.