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We had a school trip and Youssri & me (Souhayl) shared the same room, I would've add more of our friends with us but we could only be two for some reason,
It's not very practical but it didn't bother me that much, in the contrary, I like the moment of intimacy between my roommate and I, we are bestfriend after all so there's no problem sharing a room with someone I consider as a brother or even more that... no, that sounded weird, I didn't formulate that correctly but when thinking about that, my heart is beating faster because I'm embarrassed! I'm blushing from embarrassment!!
"Souhayl, did you already see our room ?" his melting voice was so nonchalant it'd stop my heartbeat
"Oh! no, not yet" when I stopped speaking, the person who welcomed us wanted to started a conversation but did not quite succeed so they just gave us our room instead
As we steps in, we immediately came to the realization that a bed was missing... there was only one bed and I will share a bed with someone who shower once a month!
"I'll let you boys get settled in."this will be such an embarrassing night!!!
I turned my face to Youssri only to conclude that he was as flustered as I am, his face being so red it could warm antarctica, it was such a pretty view .... but I didn't wanted his trip to be ruined by this reason.
-"Oh excuse me but do you have any other mattresses ?" I said as I stutter
The elderly person was very generous and so kind hearted so I felt guilty asking that...,
But seriously, one bed ? and the blanket didn't look big enough for the two of us, I should've asked that instead but I don't want to sleep with my ... bro.
The old figure who welcomed us suddenly had a dark face and was Looking at me like I asked anything about their uncle that fought in WW2, then they just got out of the room without saying anything and immediately turn to look up at him only to find my bro's sad face
He's so cute when he saddened
"Don't get it wrong I didn't want to disturb you " I hated the sound of my voice that stutter again from his gaze
" It's okay I.. can ask the permission to sleep on the couch so you don't have to worry about me"
"You don't have to we can share the bed it's not a big deal I swear!" I said, almost begging him to stay with, to stay close to me
"Fine but you should rest bro , you've been acting so weird lately " I was a bit flustered that he realizes that but...
Since when did he cared so much about me ...? I've known Youssri for so long but I'm not gay... it's just that I have a particular feelings for him but not in a gay way, I don't always think of him because most of the time I'm with him but when I do ,I... I.. its embarrassing to admit it but... I get hard...
But we are normal... we don't like men Youssri was right I do act weird, I should rest
Since the problem of the bed was solved, the old called us because the food was ready
At dinner we were sitting next to each other and feelings close to me makes me blush, and I felt him touching me with his legs , that made me startled a bit so I ran to take refuge in the room, saying I wasn't hungry anymore. In the room I wore my pyjama to go to sleep when suddenly, Youssri came in
"What are you doing here you pervert!"
"Sorry, I didn't mean it, but... do you need help to dress you up ?"
After the discution, Youssri got back at the dining room to tell them I was feeling unwell and that I was tired wich was the case but I had a hard time sleeping until I remebered that masurbation could help so I used my phone to go on pornhub, as I was watching videos I come across a video of my best friend I didn't pay much attention and fall asleep