Chapter Text
Travis
it was math class I was working on my work when I noticed something out of the corner of my eye Sal fisher had fallen asleep.i must have not realized I was Staring till Mrs packerton said something "Travis eyes on your own paper" Mrs packerton calling me out woke up sally Which she notices.sal fisher why are u sleeping in my class u need to work on your work.I already finished Mrs packerton Sal says in his soft voice. OK Sal but pleas don't sleep in my class.goody two shoes.
*time skip/after class*
I was walk down the hall and spotted Sally walking to that girl Ashley .hey freak I say walking up to Sally.it got his attention cus he looks at me. no one like a goody two shoes saaally face.
no one likes a cleché bully traaavis.
the girl Ashley spoke up.don't u have something better to do
shut up bitch,I wasn't talking to you!I snapped back.
sal had snapped back at me.maybe if u took that stick out of ur ass u might enjoy ur self for once maybe make a friend or two.
that really pissed me off so I yelled back.fuck off faggot,I have more friends then you'll ever have.that was a lie I had no friends no one wanted to be friends with a bully.
sal responds.you kiss your daddy with that tongue? i'm sure he-
before he could finish I socked him right across the face.
when I noticed what I had done I bolted.WHAT THE HELL ASSHOLE Ashley yelled as I ran.
I ran to the bathroom and hid in the stall and grabbed my notebook and tore out a page and wrote out my feelings my mom told me to do this she told me that before she left.
I wrote.
"I know we don't really know each other and you probably have your opinions of me. I thought maybe if I told you how I feel, things could be different. The truth is, I can't stop thinking about you. I'm crazy about you. I think you're amazing! But I know these feelings are wrong. It's not the way a boy should feel. Shame swallows me whole. My father would kill me but I can't live in his shadow forever I just...."
I scribble out the rest I wrote and crumble it in to a ball and throw it over the stall hoping it lands in the trash.i start to cry after a few minutes I hear the bathroom door open I try to quite my crying that's when I hear a knock on the stall door.
is anyone in there.its Sally
NO duh,fuckwad buzz off!
Travis?where u crying a second ago
Sally face!?
Travis where u crying
yes.
NO! cant a guy get some privacy
why do u hate me some much?
sal had asked me a question I wanted to know to.
cus u and your dumb friends are a bunch of homos its not right god will never love u why should I.
u know where not all gay right except Todd he's super gay.but he's one of the kindest people I how could anyone hate todd!sal replied in is calm mellow voice
ugh!
is your father forcing his beliefs on u
just because my dads a preacher doesn't mean he owns me I'm my own person! I had retorted what it was was a big lie.
but u seem so...unhappy is ur dad putting to much pressure on you I bet its tough being the sun of such an intense man. Sal had replied to what I said could he tell it was a lie
u have no idea what its like
im sorry,man.sally had replied but I didn't need his pity
don't feel sorry for me Sally face I don't need ur pity
we don't have to be enemies you know.i didn't know how to respond so I stayed silent
I think under all that anger there a nice guy afraid to be him self.h-how did he know
if u ever need to talk to some or get away from ur dad I'm here.sal had slid a note with his number under the stall door.
I was confused.w-why are u being so nice to me?
I don't think ur a bad guy trav.he sounded like he was telling the truth but I wasn't sure
you know I don't really hate u or your friends. I said back
I didn't think so
I-i guess I'm sorry for being such an asshole u didn't deserve that.i had replied feeling genuinely bad.
that mean a lot to me trav,and what I said about being here for u I meant it I truly did.
I didn't want him to know he got to me so I replied. don't push your luck Sally face. I felt bad saying it but I said it.
I reached down and grabbed the slip of paper with his number on it.
and Sally face
yeah
I'd u tell any on about this your dead...uhh I'm mean just don't tell anyone
now leave so I can have my alone time
ok tarvis.i hear Sally face leaveing the bathroom
authors note:hello this is my first time writing something on here pleas don't steal it and I will try to get the other chapters to u guys soon :)