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1. i will die never enough, i will die unworthy by balsamicsugar

   Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   09 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Lee Heeseung/Sim Jaeyun | Jake
   • Lee Heeseung
   • Sim Jaeyun | Jake
   • Park Jongseong | Jay
   • Park Sunghoon (ENHYPEN)
   • Kim Sunoo (ENHYPEN)
   • Yang Jungwon (ENHYPEN)
   • Nishimura Riki | Ni-ki
   • Pre-Debut ENHYPEN
   • Iland - Freeform
   • other Iland contestants mentioned
   • Sad Lee Heeseung
   • heeseung's time during Iland
   • no one is really nice to him
   • start of heejake
   • Crushes
   • Kissing
   • slight grinding

   Summary

   Heeseung sighs and continues avoiding Jake’s gaze. “It’s just… There's something about me that they have complaints about or dislike. Every one of them…” Heeseung trails off.

   “That’s not true, no one dislikes you. It’s just hard,” Jake tries. Heeseung shrugs next to him.

   “I know it’s hard, I feel it too. It just makes me think…” Heeseung sighs again. “To continue dealing with this, it just might be too hard.”

   or- Heeseung finally has his chance at debuting with his time on the survival show, I-land. It ends up being much harder than he thought. Jake tries to help.

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   English

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