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1. Please God. I'm begging you. by Lookashark

   Fandoms: Original Work  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M, Other
   • Work in Progress

   07 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • I'm not revealing shit.. you'll have to find out.. woah..
   • Atticus Bowman
   • Dominic Nguyen
   • Issac Nguyen
   • Lily Nguyen
   • Izzy Nguyen
   • More to come... - Character
   • Yearning
   • Boredom
   • Odd
   • Odd format.
   • Bad Writing
   • I Don't Even Know
   • mlm
   • The artist and the muse
   • Teenage years- being written by a teenager.
   • LGBTQ Themes
   • LGBTQ Female Character
   • LGBTQ Character
   • lgbtq+
   • Angst
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Ambition
   • Slow Burn
   • Burnt out
   • crash outs.
   • Random & Short
   • I'm not afraid to kill off any of the main cast .
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Orchestra
   • Band
   • Musicians
   • Intense
   • Intense emotions though
   • and come back crawling every fucking time.
   • disgusting yearning
   • One Sided Rivalry
   • Different Personalities
   • craving. what the other has?
   • Updates in random bursts of high frequent energy/j
   • Religous views
   • Different povs but not traditional povs more like 3-rd person povs but they ONLY view the persons pov and what they do.
   • Formats may change

   Summary

   This is the story of a boy named, Atticus Bowman.

   His written attempts of Romance, the people he meets, the paths he chooses to follow down the road and into his future. The people he chooses to stay.. and to leave. The ones he talks too.

   All written down and compacted into a diary of the sorts, the letters written with emotion and the pages sewn together with soul.

   The becoming of Atticus Bowman.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   11,280

   Chapters:

   20/?

   Comments:

   31

   Kudos:

   6

   Hits:

   133