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1. want by farawayplanets

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   18 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Introspection
   • Angst
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • No Dialogue
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • Not Beta Read
   • Desire
   • References to Depression
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Dom/sub Undertones
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • he is to me so
   • Situationships
   • But also
   • Established Relationship
   • Kinda
   • Oneshot

   Summary

   Shane Hollander has never allowed himself to want. Not truly, at least. Sure, he wants to play hockey, wants to be the best hockey player, but he lacks the primal want, the definitive and transitive properties of the verb itself.

   Like how he wants Ilya Rozanov.

   Wants in every way a man could possibly want another man.

   Or:

   An introspection into Shane Hollander and the terrifying idea of allowing yourself the freedom to want.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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