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1. not okay ? by goldfishsyndrome

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   25 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Troy Barrett
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • mentions of depression
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Mentions of Suicide
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Lack of Communication
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Established Relationship
   • we love angst in this cottage
   • Insecure Ilya Rozanov
   • troy barrett is my baby
   • Ottawa Centaurs (Game Changers)

   Summary

   What if Ilya and Shane never had that fight on Boxing Day? What if he never told Shane how he felt about hiding their relationship?

   an alternate(sadder) version of how that conversation in chapter 22 could have gone, set in the long game :(

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