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1. The Shape of Wanting by Kai Lou (LoliTeal)

   Fandoms: Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer, Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight (Movies)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • F/M, M/M, F/F
   • Work in Progress

   21 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Aro/Bella Swan
   • Bella Swan
   • Aro (Twilight)
   • Edward Cullen
   • Alice Cullen
   • The Volturi (Twilight)
   • Caius (Twilight)
   • Marcus (Twilight)
   • Victoria (Twilight)
   • Jane (Twilight)
   • Alec (Twilight)
   • Demetri (Twilight)
   • Felix (Twilight)
   • James (Twilight)
   • Cullen Family (Twilight)
   • Denali Coven (Twilight)
   • Emmett Cullen
   • Carlisle Cullen
   • Esme Cullen
   • Rosalie Hale
   • Jasper Hale
   • Charlie Swan
   • Heidi (Twilight)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Canon Divergence - New Moon (Twilight)
   • New Moon alternate
   • Romance
   • Soulmates
   • But Bella doesn’t know
   • Bella Swan with a Backbone
   • Bella grows as a character
   • not edward friendly
   • Not bashing though
   • Bella is just very clueless how vampires work
   • kinda slow burn
   • typical vampire gore
   • follows new moon a little at the start
   • but goes off the rails
   • Human Bella Swan
   • Vampire Bella Swan
   • Seduction
   • Out of Character Bella Swan
   • but wayyy later in the story
   • Dubious Ethics
   • but they are vampires so what can we expect
   • Not Canon Compliant

   Summary

   Life before Edward was fleeting and forgettable. Without him, Bella is only floating, left in limbo away from living a life she’s felt she has always deserved. She’s obsessed, she orbits Edward like the moon does to a sun. It shouldn’t be love, but to Bella, being with Edward is finally being able to breath again. And isn’t that what love really is?

   But, in the presence of the Volturi, Bella realises a truth that she’s been denying and a fate that’s been pulled out of her reach. Her rose-coloured glasses slowly fading away.

   Is her soulmate really the one she’s been waiting for her whole life? Or will the fog in her mind finally clear up?

   i.e. Bella is so fucked up around vampires, that maybe, it wasn’t adrenaline that was the drug. Maybe it was just Edward.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Sins of Gods and Monsters

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   19,904

   Chapters:

   4/?

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